I was nine lived with gma big fan so I slept with someone usually my uncle who I looked up to had me sleep in his bed he was 15 he said I could pretend to be his girlfriend if I wanted and he would show me how sex was .Ibecause I felt special that he was going to let me experience grown up things long story short I could barely fit my mouth over the head and it took a while before I wouldn't pull away when he shot his load ii never forget all that cum squirting in my mouth he would suck my dick and balls and tongue my ass as I would his for one year I had his cum on or in me I still fantasize about doing it as an adult please to do it
Sounds to me you were manipulated and molested. You never had the opportunity to make the choice. Sad to me.
A lot of it is in relaxing and knowing your limit. I for one can't handle big guys in my ass, so if I'm looking for a guy to rail me, I find one with a smaller penis and I hop on top and ride it, usually while the other man is rubbing my cock. I usually cum in minutes. When you get used to it, you'll want to bottom every time. I'm a total butt slut these days.
Sounds like I’d be the perfect guy! I’m not sure what you consider small, though no ones ever accused me of being big.
Have done stuff with guys before. Started off slow, thinking that if I liked each ‘step’ that I’d eventually keep progressing and trying things out. But for a number of reasons that never happened. Now all I’m stuck with is my fantasies and extreme desires to be fucked by a man, or two, or nine.