Sometimes

Sometimes when I'm upset about something, or something is really bothering me...I'll come to Random Thoughts and write a thread about it.
But I don't Submit it.
After I write it all down, I feel better about it. And I usually decide not to Submit it and just close the window.

 

Sometimes that is wise as to simply write down your thoughts is cleansing all on it's own and the clarity from that is enough to start to solve in you what the question was.

I have an intimate relationship with delete buttons......

 

That's cool and it's something that I also do on occasion. These days I am getting more into writing in a journal so I don't do it as much anymore.

 

I wish I was organized and dedicated enough to have a journal.
But I'll start one and totally get sidetracked and not write in it for months at a time.

 

i have a blog, but i find it difficult to put my problems or mad personal stuff in there. i dont know why. i jus type lotsa crap

 

I do have some big gaps in my journals, but I have been keeping them fairly regularly for the last 10 years. I love writing though and so I am pretty dedicated to keeping up on it.

 

I do that a lot as well. I write emails to people a lot and never send them and when I re read them it brings me a lot of clarity.

 

hmmm i wish i would have done that rather then hitting "submit" a few times. lol.

 

indeed. i think we've all learned from trish here that no one really wants to hear it. that's what personal forums are for.

 

that was messed up.

 

it's not even that people dont really want to hear it... cause people feed on that shit and it gets them off.

it's just that it's not worth it to the person.

i used to fill up a 3 subject notebook every three months with my TRUE thoughts... unfortunally, when i was 17 almost 18, my mom read them. i burned them all and now am afraid to be completly honest on paper, so what is the point?

 

Feel better now.

Out of line.

Not the first to make the mistake of trusting and to figure out that on the internet it is just not a good idea. People have too long a memory and too little forgiveness in them.

Who owns the fault.

 

thank you, heat. i dont think that kc meant anything bad..that's just how she is.

but thank you for being you...love you

 

and thanks, lyns

i didnt mean to ignore you- i just didnt see it