Hi old crone, i once posted to you before and you told me some helpfull advice about my past lives. I ofcourse was free to interpret it the way i wished. Thank u for that advice. I have come to u again asking for some guidance, the past weeks have been very confusing to me, how shall i say, i always have had the tendencie of fleeing into my own imagination when i could not handle the world and all it's misery. The problem is that i really need to get closer to the reality again and get over some of my imaginations. Find some stability again. I just got out of a very hard and destructive, but also loving relation. I'm very confused and I'd like to know why I always feel i'm doing something wrong. I wanna know if i wronged someone and how i could set it right. I'd like my future to be a little more positive. I'm sometimes a bit unstable, i have some compulsive tendencies, same as my parents. But I know theyre just part of my imagination, i'm really quite a realistic person when i'm not too swept up in my fears. But the weird thing is that some of these illusions actually bare truth from time to time and i scares the shit out of me. On one hand i wanna get back completely in simple everyday life, but some of the feelings i get are almost precognitive, and i'm not talking about simple intuitive things, no very detailed shit sometimes. I've hit a point of confusion and i don't like to be confused, it keeps me from doing good things. Please use your gift to help me out a bit, i just need some direction , a light to follow again as i used to have so long ago. I feel as if I've disappointed some of my 'spiritual guides' as you might call them, and i feel as though i need their advice again. In trying to figure out what was right and wrong for myself i was very critical towards the gutfeeling that used to guide me in the right direction. I might have made some wrong spiritual turns. I just want to make amends Or maybe i'm just crazy, I might need to leave al this overthinking behind and just spend my time doing simple things like anyone else. It's just a big part of what i do, finding meaning in things, trying to find truth and love. Trying to be just, i try really hard to be truthfull. I wanna be a good person and give music and love to all that needs it. I'm just so afraid of losing myself sometimes. I know you can't make things right for me, but hopefully you can give me some advice and direction. Thank u
Hi Trampoulialamofoa The truth is you feed your own excuses, and confusion. Thus you create your own pain, and energy distracting you from the focus you are asking, and or looking for. Get the book The Way is Within by Ron Rathbun Then go find a place to do physical work that will demand you pay attention. When you get blown away by the wow factor, and the confusion you are asking for scattered places of intent, visions, and thoughts. Gather your intent, and focus. Gather your choices, and leave the emotioanl distractions, and excuses behind you. When you want to be whole you will be. Read the post answer I just gave to Droopy asking for advice for someone he loves. When you love yourself from a place of oneness you will not fritter away your energy. You will seek balance, and find to trust yourself is to know thyself. In this you are your thoughts, and choices. You are drawing the lessons you need, and want to grow from, and experience. You are your life. What you do with this life is yours to speak from your own heart, and creation inside you. Like a garden we plant what we wish to see grow. Plant confusion get confusion. Plant peace, and you will reap all that means as well. Find your center, and walk as though you were in your own sacred labrinth. You are your steps, and how you think in these steps is where you choose to see from within yourself. So in truth you are your own heaven, and or hell as you choose it should be.
