this is my second time but its real different than the first, now i can honestly say the more im getting to know my man the more i love him because he is beautiful my first time was just attraction without getting to know the person
dont kno yet if i have fallen in love wid my S.O i think i love him, he's my first so how do i kno if i'm in love with him uhhhhhhh its so confusing!!!!!!!
once. *sighs*...i feel very lucky to have what i have and even if it ends, it is an experience i will always cherish.
4 times i think the first i dated her about 3 months and i think i loved her, i know i really cared about her(come to find out she only dated me for the dick......fuckin bitch) the second i dated for 6 1/2 months and i know i loved her because if i was away from her for like 4 hours id miss her like crazy(she cheated on me wiht a 23 year old GI...fuckin bitch) the third i dated her for 1 day under 9 months. i loved her with all my heart but it wasnt a lasting type of love because it started to fade for both of us and we both cheated then admitted it( came crawling back saying her new man couldnt sex her good....fuckin bitch.....a trend perhaps?) the fourth. Ive been dating this girl 12 days and i think im already smitten. i feel like it was definetley love at first sight for me and i know she is really digging me too. i dont want to use the L word yet because i dont want to push her away or anything like that. We'll see how it goes, i know ill be dating her a while because we are going to this big formal ball together on the 12th of march....its a really nice one too me and her and my 18 year old brother will be the only youngins there.
i said more than 5, but now i'm not sure. i guess there are all different kinds of love though... the main loves of my life: my high school sk8er boyfriend... i loved him madly and deeply, the way only a person who's never been deeply wounded in love can love this grrl i travelled with. that ended very sadly. way too many games. the guy i was engaged to in college... hm, it's a good thing we didnt end up getting married! LOL the guy i married ::sigh:: i love him like a brother now. it'll be nice when the divorce is done with. and the one i lost (there arent any words) i've been in love with lots of other people in my life, but the ones i just listed were the main loves of my life. and i'm only 33! there's a lot more lovin that's going to happen in my life.