My daughter, Ivy, is six months and 14 days. I had a dream several nights ago that I was fishing and using her as the bait. I'd be standing there holding the fishing pole, conversing with my fishing companion, and suddenly wonder if Ivy was alright down there, and if she had gotten any bites. I awoke feeling heart- and stomach-sick, but these feelings were not enough to sway my guilt and shame. How could this dream be created by my subconscious??
ivysmama from here it looks like the dream, and waking of it is more about your own self and parts inside that you have been missing and now reconnect to, with the help of your wonderful daughter. Imagine she really enjoyed it. The fishing is about seeking a spiritual view and reconnecting to a truth deeper than you dare to see yet longed to reach out for, to find yourself in the womb of life again and wholeness and wonder of your own self. Just embrace and fully accept the guilt feelings and worries you had, and let them go, and go deeper. Thank you for sharing your dream.
