What Are You Doing Right Now?

ive been getting my bike and gun ready for a possible atv ride to a local lake in the woods

only thing left is bottled water and finding some energy..and ill have to stop at the gas station to top off the tank

 

and Grayson just ate A LOT with gusto...so i would conclude that recovery is now complete....

 

You're entitled to a depression after the death of a friend, although alcohol isnt the best way to deal with it. But I know that sounds preachy, sorry


Anyways I hope something good happens for you soon

 

Holding my phone down. So I have to look up to see anything besides the sand or my phone. I guess you got a chuckle from your comment though.

Now if you thought I was looking up towards the sky then that would be silly. Just looking up compared to my phone.

 

Learned of some news tonight that really has been amazing to take in...just when you think you know your ethnicity. lol

Good night, sleep well. Well, it's that time for me, anyways. <3

 

I hope you are ok with that and not rattled in any way...Sounds cool to me, Deidre...


Tis the seasos for scary strories and a friend of mine told me about a dream she had once last night, and I was creeped out by it.....so here it goes not elaborated on....just bare bones of it.........I am speaking as she did in 3rd person....



"The cat was trying to attack me. he was trying to scratch me, and hurt me, so i grabbed a knife and slit his throat.........

A friend was screaming at me..."WHY DID YOU KILL THAT CAT?!"

I told her because he was going to hurt me.


Then I was outside sitting on some steps and a man in a tuxedo walked by. He seeming very familiar to me. He turned around and said...""Hi"

i said "Hi, " back to him.

He then asked did I not remember him.

I said no, so then he pulled back the collar of his tuxedo shirt to show me the scar on his neck......"

 

i know but yes. it did make me think about penguines looking up at the suface of the ocean from underneath, and they might have ocean pressure proof cell phones, but for drinking beer at the same time, it would have to be in some kind of a bulb type thing with a check valve to keep the salt water from getting in.

 

@ DEIDRE: Wow! Small world, huh?

It was literally the end of "July/August" here in central Connecticut at the end of September. The dew point in Hartford last night at 11 PM Eastern was "only" 73. Today, at 8 AM Eastern? 49!

WOW!

 

I'm definitely shocked to learn this but really excited to know my actual heritage! The thing that saddens me is why did my dad not tell me until now. Was he not happy about it or something? So that is the only thing I'm wondering about now and I would like to locate some relatives if possible

 

yeah, I guess that would be what bothered me about it..."Why did you not tell me before and why now?"

I hope you get good , honest answers to your questions about it.

 

Thanks, moonglow ...We talked about it a little today, and I think he feels that if I knew, I'd question my life. But, he felt that I should know, and while it doesn't change who I am, it just makes me wonder, ''what if''. Just processing it all, I guess.

 

I was expressing empathy with your post, I suppose. I don't like being depressed, and I don't want other folks that I care about to be depressed either.

 

Working from home and um ...reading the forums.

Happy Friday to you all!

 

gazing out the window of my command moduoe ......................waiting for rendezvous with the crew carrier........................................ we 're goin' on a damn field-trip today.............over to the other side of the lake. where we were last month. where mare kraken spills into the albryte estuary

 

Its the freakin weekend baby I'm about to have me some fun

 

Reading some posts on here and wondering why so many people have a hard time with fidelity.

 

Indulging in brownies. mmmmm... brownies.

 

wondering why in the hell i'm sitting here doing this.

i need to get off my ass and go for a walk,
or any of the million and one things
that need doing around the 'house'.

 

Done with work and not sure what to do next!