Permanent damage from acid. Physical and brain problems, male reproduction problems..

Please explain yourself!!
Why are we crazy?

 

2c's, all those research chemicals youve tried could have done anything, they are after all, research chemicals

though there really should be more research done

 

Yes and I agree, it's just weird that it all happened while I was flying on some L and I took L a few months later and the feelings got worse.

 

if you could forget about this problem it would go away. you have been obsessing over it - you are caught in a cycle of fear(when fear creates something to be afraid of). you are more aware now then you were b4 you took LSD and you are learning just how powerful an imagination can be. let go of it, forget about it, and it WILL go away. and go out and get yourself a girlfriend! STOP WORRYING

 

http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=222192

This is a thread you should look at, it is not as much going to help with the physical side of you problem but it may help the emotional side. (One other thing that can help in this is a good talk with friends.) I had a very bad trip the last time I took acid, and I started getting the after effects of a bad trip. Now that I talk about it I can keep myself calm when I am feeling the effects. The only thing you really have to keep in mind is that you are in a good place, you being able to recognise that this is just a problem baised in L.S.D. usage is a good step in becomming better. Just remember it is all a trick of the mind and it is not real. (Also as [if] you continue to experience these problems make sure to keep yourself out of stressful situations, and make sure to keep you body well and happy. I know when I start seeing static, and feeling like I am on sid eating, resting, and being around good people helps alot).

 

2ce your stomach and intestinal problems could be caused by the acid. I know that seritonin, and other neurotransmitters are synthesized in the intestine. LSD and other psychedelics work on serotinergic recptor sights specifically. So it is very possible that these drugs could have fucked with the neurological wiring in your stomach and intestine and caused these disfunctions.

For me, i feel that LSD and other drugs from my past have caused some seemingly physical problems with my body. But i think it always winds down to it being a nerve problem. I started having really bad panic attacks, once i even fell down in convulsions and pissed myself. The panic attacks have gone away now, but it use to be that i wasn't able to do any other drugs besides benzos. However, i fell that my problem was one that could be fixed through thinking. I stopped having panic attacks right around the time i was able to sit and really think about the fact that panicing period is illogical, and that i can stop it if i believe that i can. And it pretty much stopped as soon as i realized this.

 

I think that psychedelics, lsd especially for me, can really rewire, not only your brain, but your whole nervous system. I think that the original posters' problem could have very well been caused by acid or other drugs, and it could just be a psychological issue. But then again i'm not doctor, and could be wrong.


Someone brought this up earlier and i had to give my point of view toward it. Everytime i trip, especially a good trip. I start to, not only think but feel the fact that WE (Life period.) is only an extremey complex flow of interacting particals. I think that once you really get a good perspective of that you can not only realize it, but feel it. Everytime when i'm tripping i just feel connected to the universe. It feels like there is no end. And i realize that as soon as i die, that all of the particals that make up my body will decompose and become part of something else. And i also think aloot about patterns when i'm tripping, and that life forms produce patterns, and that these patterns can conform to their surroundings and reproduse. Basically it make me think about the machenisims of life on a very technical level. And i think it's no wonder LSD help Francis Crick discover the formation of the double helix better.

 

Hey opener, first just like to agree that that sux dude. You may have wanked slightly too hard. However I agree with the others that it is just a mental state. And there is a way which you can test it which may work.

Dump a viagra. If there is nothing physically wrong then you should get a boner as glorious as before. It could be that every erection feels different cause you are so worrie and your mind is telling your dick not to go back to its full strenght. If you take a viagra then you should definately be able to see if it is a physical problem. After that go to a urologist as someone suggested

 

Word up, home boy. Apparently you and I are the only ones who read before they post. :/

 

really, crick tripped?

 

yup, crick was trippin when he invented the DNA structure.

" FRANCIS CRICK, the Nobel Prize-winning father of modern genetics, was under the influence of LSD when he first deduced thedouble-helix structure of DNA nearly 50 years ago." - http://www.mayanmajix.com/art1699.html

 

Yes sir.

 

I hate to bump an old thread but I see no other way.

I'm having similar problems to what 2cesarewild is describing, after a particularly horrendous trip in which it felt like my 3rd chakra was reversed or disappeared, and my sexuality completely died. Very hard to explain, will post a full thread if necessary. I know this board isn't super active anymore but wanted to post here.

I tried clicking on 2cesarewild's profile to see later posts and if his situation resolved but I'm unable to do so. I've basically contemplated suicide for hte past 5ish months since this trip. Sex, digestion, urination, bowel movements, motor coordination, cognition/memory/spelling, have all decreased markedly, teeth grinding, inability to experience joy or pleasure, etc have all been happening as well as other symptoms.

Trying to find out if I'm permanently fucked or if there is anything I can do to get better.

 

It sounds like you are experiencing a cluster of anxiety and depression symptoms. The best way to treat this is good diet (honor the divine palace of your body), exercise (honor the spirit and fight within you to survive), and personal expansion (learn more, read more, travel more).

Most likely you were already on this path or soon to be on it due to issues you are going through and a strong trip just brought it all to the forefront.

Is it possible there is something major in your life that you are not dealing with? Maybe something so tough and scary that you don't even feel comfortable admiting that you're not dealing with it?

Don't commit suicide though; that is a grievous crime to those who love you that you leave behind. I know because my best friend commited suicide, and my cousin as well, and my next door neighbour . . . all within the span of 6 months. All three social circles affected are completely shattered, forever. The people closest to the suicides are permanently damaged themselves from the pain. And all three people had sooooo many more options available to them before they rushed headfirst into oblivion.

Just remember that you're not immortal, and you will die anyways one day, maybe sooner rather than later. Might as well not jump the gun on that and see, as an experiment, what you can get out of this life.

 

Yeah I know, I had a friend commit suicide about 5 years ago and don't think I could really bring myself to do that. Or rather, never did until this happened.

I had a very very bad trip. But 2 days before I took a tenth of MDA, and the day after I took a good amount of MDMA, and I've had numerous physical symptoms (about 15 or so) since then with very very little improvement. This happened almost 6 months ago at a phish show. The trip itself was very odd, felt like what I guess I would call my "3rd chakra" reversed or shut off. It felt like my sexuality/sexual orientation either flipped completely or was just removed entirely. I can go into details if you want. But since I have a variety of physical symptoms I often wonder if they might be moreso caused by the MDMA and MDA in combination with the acid trip and alcohol usage that weekend rather than just a psychological effect of the the bad trip.

Yet, 2cesarewild's post really resonated with me. He said he had this feeling of "detachment" from his gut, and described urination and bowel movement symptoms, which are a couple of the ones I experience. I always used to have no problem peeing and would poop at least once a day, usually when I woke up, but often more. Now I can go days without pooping yet I don't feel constipated. And I definitely feel water retention or like I'm not fully emptying my bladder like 2cesarewild describes. Appetite has been off, sexual activity has been basically nil for months on end, initially food tasted and smelled different, I had no drive...I don't even drive my car as fast as I once did. Constant headaches, hair loss, extreme insomnia and constant sleep deprivation (getting slightly better), feeling more sensation on one side of my body than the other, teeth grinding, memory loss, misspelling words frequently, less ability to pay attention. Also I can't smoke weed without getting paranoid and even drinking booze doesn't have me feeling the same way is used to. I've experienced what I would call anhedonia, nothing I do really makes me happy anymore. The only thing really that kind of does is playing video games or being on the internet. Otherwise not really. The above is the only reason I contemplated suicide, prior to all of this I always told myself if I was every really depressed I would just run away and live my life to the fullest and do whatever I wanted that I enjoyed. Yet, now, because experiencing joy itself is difficult, the thought lingers. I don't think I ever would, but if 2 or 3 or more years go by and I haven't gotten better I would probably consider it.

I pray this is all psychological but I've often thought it had to do with the mdma usage.

That being said, after reading 2cesarewild's post I'm not sure. It seems he had a similar thing happened just from an acid trip, so if that's the case it's possible mine is due solely to that as well. I just desperately want to get back to normal, this whole experience has been absolute hell.

 

It sounded to me like the dick shrinking thing was caused by vasoconstriction, but that's something that should go away. I think it's more psychosomatic. He was having a trip that involved his dick shrinking to the size of an ants, which was obviously traumatic. It would be to me too. I think acid can make you very suggestible, so maybe the idea of having a shrinking penis was so strong that it manifested physically. Just a thought. Weird things can happen. I remember for a year after a strong trip one of my fingers had an odd smell, kind of sweet and fruity. I have no idea why. Even the sound of certain words would trigger weird feelings. That went on for about a year also.

 

You should really go see a doctor about some of those symptoms. There is a chance they are unrelated to drug use as well and symptoms of another problem. And even if they are from drug use, a professional should be helping you deal with them. We aren't doctors.