About 5 years ago, I discovered K and really enjoyed its effects. It's a drug that has a lot to teach you, and the insights it offers are truly life-changing. I'm not at all against its use, but it does involve a particular kind of danger for some users that should be taken into account when one is considering trying it. I had untreated depression all my life which was really starting to snowball at that time. My first ventures into K were actually very helpful and offered an understanding of the world that eased some of my confusion. Unfortunately, as I did K more and more often (though in small doses), the overall effect became a bit disorienting. Mostly, I was just spending WAY too much time in an altered state while my psychological stability was already vulnerable. I was headed for a major breakdown (had been for years), and I knew it. One night I decided to do a large amount of K to induce the full mind-expansion experience I had heard so much about. I was looking for answers, looking for help, looking for a life-changing experience. Unfortunately, I found it. During the journey of that understanding, everything suddenly made sense to me because the conclusion I came to was that the difficulty and suffering I had always lived with was a clear sign from the universe that I had always ignored. I believed FULLY that the universe had made staying alive so difficult because I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO. I had been suicidal at other times in my life, but had always fought tooth and nail against it and had never made a real attempt. But suddenly, I "realized" that fighting against my suicidal urges was a mistake, a denial of the universe's plan for me. I felt free as I never had in my life, and fully at peace. I then partook of every substance in the house that would produce a lethal overdose (more K, Xanax, HUGE gulps of GHB, painkillers, etc.). Luckily, before I lost consciousness, I felt my heart and lungs start to react, and my survival instinct kicked in. I desperately wanted to live, so I got help just in time. As it was, the paramedics nearly pronounced me dead before trying the defibrilator one more time, and I came back to life. I fully believe that I only survived because I wanted to. This could have happened on other drugs, in other ways, but I think that for people who are depressive, K offers a special danger. Instead of agony, it can offer you a completely logical, spiritually satisfying, convincingly insightful trip that could break you psychologically. According to info I've found on other sites, my reaction to K was not unique. Apparently, trips on large doses of K can produce a number of fairly categorical responses, depending on your personality/beliefs/issues at hand. Some people see God/Jesus; some people encounter alien beings; some people attempt suicide, some of them successfully. All of these trip experiences can provide very useful insights and consciousness-expansion, just DON'T DO IT ALONE!! I strongly urge anyone who has a history of depression or suicidal thoughts to take EXTREME care when using K, and to never EVER use a large enough amount of it to make you trip, unless you are with someone who can stop you from bringing harm to yourself. Please, PLEASE be careful!
hmm...i used to be all depressed like that but not anymore. When sober, ive decided the universe WANTS me to live because ive survived all kinda of stuff. Should i try K?
Ha ha lol, I'm not saying that I am old enough or seen enough of life to say I have survived through a lot of shit, but come on kid, your 16. Get a job and have sex a couple more times before you start fucking with drugs that could literally, in fact, kill you. ~Chief
K Is An intense drug i started experiencing with Drugs when i was 10 i think no one is to young for drugs as long as thier brain is phyically ready for it
Exactly PHYSICALLY ready for it... your brain is still developping at that age, no reason to be putting disasociative chemicals into it.
