Island Of The Stoners Chatagascar ..

I don't know about seriousness...but Mickey D's is about to work me down to a nub of bone. I have lost ALL the weight I really want to lose, and I've lost it in the 6 months I've been working there. (It'll be 6 months in 2 weeks.)

Anyway, I'm here to gripe. I haven't posted in the last few days because I've been straightening out this mess of a house and working...today I go in at 6pm and get off (supposedly) at 10:30. No cross off that supposedly...I'm going to make sure I've finished by then...fingers crossed the managers won't come up with just a few MORE things for Miss Lynn to do.

This coming week the once a year visitors from California are coming. I didn't ask for any extra time off because, well, I didn't think I'd get it. The schedule was out last night - and they have me down for 6 fucking days, off 1. :cuss: When I asked a manager about it, she added up my hours, and they were 38.5...so "Miss Lynn, that isn't overtime, so you'll just have to work it. It won't be hard hours."

sonovabitch...for the past 3 months, the vast majority of my hours there are "hard"...but I don't complain here - or there - because IT DOES NO GOOD, and I still have to work them.

The next week - starting after next Saturday - they will still be here, and I just might be sick. For some perverse reason, I do want them to see how hard I work...and one of my 6 days is from 2pm to 11pm (9 hours). IF I get a break, it will be because I've begged.

ok...now that that's all out, I feel much better. I can go get dressed and ready, leaving an hour or so early so I can go to the grocery store before I go to work.

 

i lost 10 pounds....will lose another 20 soon, I am sure. I am sure not eating much...

 

i found them



they were hiding in the lasagna

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnk8SKD9zcA"]Debby Boone - You light up my Life - YouTube

 

you light up my bong.. you get me stoned...

 

lol

wish I was stoned....

 

Very warm, sunny day out there today...Spanky is on the porch sunning himself, and Minxy goes out too now. I did not want to let her have access to the outside, as she is skinny, and I was afraid a predator bird would take her or something...so for a very long time, I never let her out, but one day, not too long ago I did. She is very good....she stays around the house and I can watch her......so she has been out there with Spanks as well, but she just came in. I round up all of my cats about 5 ish and get them in...as I lost one of my favorite cats about 3 years ago......He went out and never returned, so get a bit jumpy and have to watch my cats constantly even when it is bright and sunny.
I do not know what happened to Houdini...

bird, coyote, fox....I never had closure with Houdini.....It ripped my heart out when I lost him.

 

i knew it..youre a crazy cat lady :ack2:

 

I feel like fruits and veggies make me more hungry lol

Had a green smoothie, some green peas, a few mushrooms...

soooooo hungry, more hungry than I was before I ate this!? I'm not a fat ass or anything, i'm a pretty skinny guy... but fruit and vegetables cannot fill me up.. I need a pizza..

 

this may come as a surprise, but you dont have to feel full. full should be special, for feast days. if you normally fill up, then it stretches you out. you are trying to eat more veggies, and some of them in liquid form, thats going to take up a lot less space.
i eat less than my 7 year old, unless i dont take my medication, then i eat All The Things, and lose weight. if im over medicated i dont eat at all, and i gain weight. most days i have coffee or tea for breakfast, eat something for lunch if i remember to, and have some dinner, if i feel like it.

i need to reduce my sugar. i know i eat too much of it, and i need to go to a doctor for a full work up. gotta get my meds changed, so i can really lean on hubby about wanting more pitter patter around the house.
so for the rest of today i am going to do dishes, fold and put away laundry, and if i have time after that to keep trying to get my craft space organized. i did get a new shelf, but i need a handful more pegs to hold the bottom one. i have a shelf// desk to clear off (video games and other crap) to use as well.
i am trying to organize batting/ stuffing, fabric, yarn, paints, and ribbons, beads, sequins, embroidery floss, and notions, like buttons and clasps, and tools, couple of sewing machines, scissors, needles (machine, hand sewing, darning, embroidery and knitting) and crochet hooks, and and and....
ugh. its no wonder i dont have time to craft, i just cant find anything. but if i can make stuff, i can sell it, and if i can turn a decent profit, then i can see about baking something really special.

 

more like a very protective mother hen...lol.....

 

I dunno if I could live off of such little food, I've only been awake for 4 hours today and I've already had a big green smoothie, peas, mushrooms, some yogurt, some granola, this sausage roll thing, a banana, and 2 chicken sandwhiches.. then about half a liter of milk

edit- and some triscuits and 2 nanaimo bars, i forgot about those lol

 

I just ate half a banana...If I ate what you did, I would weigh 900 pounds...lol

 

see what rtard news does.. no wonder I hate this fucking town..

 

Gonna try out weed caramel if i ever get home

 

try drinking a big glass of water before every meal. also- see a doctor and have your thyroid hormone levels checked. it could just be that you are male, and therefore have 3 hollow legs, but your 4 hours is an accurate depiction of what hyperthyroidism did to me.

eating in the morning always jump-starts the metabolism. you might change the order you do things, having water before doing chores/ working out, then breakfast. people used to do several hours of work before breakfast, and have breakfast/ lunch be the biggest meals of the day.
also- learn to love dried beans. get a crockpot, and you can serve yourself a booster of beans as needed.

if you must eat pizza, make it yourself. it is 100% worth it.

 

I knew the '''crazy'''' part.....

please explain ... want weed caramal



this weed is called '' wife killer' kush '

 

I usually drink around 3 liters of water a day, not necessarily before a meal but just whenever. If I don't eat before working out or doing any intense labor like work, I just feel light headed and weak like i'm about to faint.

I think I just have a super fast metabolism, I eat a ton and don't gain any weight, and if I get sick or whatever and don't eat or drink much for a couple days I'll seriously lose around 5lbs in just two days lol

 

growing kids/ young adults can really pack down the food .....they like bottomless pits