I have a feeling that everything is different

I have a feeling that I'm losing my best two friends,the things aren't same as they were,we were friends from our early youth,and now everything is different they both went their own ways and whenever I see them I don't have a feeling that they are my friends I look at them just as some people I know,I don't know how to put this feeling into words. My relationship with my parents went into a better direction,I meet new people in high school but I don't know why do I have a feeling that I'm loosing my old two friends. Did this happen to any of you?

This song kinda explains this feeling I have
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLO_417fn_8"]Lynyrd Skynyrd Am I Losin' - YouTube

 

It happens, dude. People just grow in different directions. You meet different people and maybe one day you look back and are grateful that things went the way they did. My advice is to keep the good relationship you have with your parents. I think you will always be grateful that you had that.

 

My childhood best friend and I grew apart at age 17. It happens...

 

It happens especially at your age, completely normal.

 

Yeah, I had my best friend of 5 years all through high school and freshman year of college. and he and my gf ran off together. haven't seen them for like a year now. I moved, my parents moved. The world can turn quickly

Nevermind all the times I take months off to travel

 

yeah, childhood best friends who become adult best friends are mostly just something they do in tv and movies because it allows for flashback episodes.

 

I live in a very small village,there aren't any other people I like here except for those two friends I had, and now even this is gone and I have this lonely empty feeling inside me,I feel like crying at random times,I have talked with my mom and nothing seems to get better this feeling is still staying and doesn't want to leave. The things that angers me is that I can not seem to find a soul that understands me and even if I do meet such people I always screw something up,I had a girl that understood me and stupid me fell in love with her and she didn't felt the same and because of that I ruined the whole friendship,even If meet more people like this I always end up screwing everything up. It hurts you know I'm stuck on an idea that I will need to walk through this life alone and this scares me because I do not think I can handle it.

 

Happens to pretty much everyone

 

we're all going to loose a lot more then a few personal friends, if don't stop thinking we live in a universe that begins and ends with human society, and our own personal convenience.

 

You're an alright person, I'm pretty sure you will meet more people you like. Perhaps not in your village though. Just don't forget to walk out of the village on your way through life and it will be all good :cheers2: