Lol Mama your story reminds me of when I used to trip, hanging out with friends, and going off on these "off the wall" philosophical tangents that made perfectly logical sense at the time, but if any sober person was around, they'd think we were crazy!
Had a long break myself (15yrs ?) but found some local this last season and went with it with care. It's worth finding out exactly what they do to your brain. Saw a science doco where they put a fellow researcher on Psilocyb and put him into an MRI scanner. The brain parts that defined 'who' and 'what' we are were sedated. Thus we are open to be 'all things'. The guy was really 'happy and chatty' when they got him out, hahaha. good ad for 'shrooms. (Knowing this I went to the 'void' where all things arise and found it 'de(the)-void' ). I usually can't be bothered explaining this but you look like a cool Mama in your furry hat.:2thumbsup:
The second time I took them, my boyfriend and I started watching Alice in Wonderland. I got really uneasy, feeling like something was wrong with my breathing or my stomach or something. The idea of that made my boyfriend feel uneasy too, and by then we decided we just had to get out of the room. things looked really far away but I never experienced much visuals. I think next time might call for a little more
very fun read through mama, great job, sounds very fun. Your friends sounded like a great remisnicing experience towards the end which I bet gave good vibes.