Confess the fucked up things my wife is not aware I do

Been married for almost 10 years, however my high sex drive and sex addiction have led me to doing some pretty fucked up things that a married man probably shouldn't do. Of course it is this taboo nature of these things that fuels me and turns me on even more!!! Feel free to share any thoughts or comments.

My sexual activities: masturbate to porn every night after the wife goes to bed, primarily gay/shemale/sissy cuckold porn, dress in her panties/lingerie/dresses when she is not home, call phone sex lines for both men and women, go to adult bookstores and gloryholes for random sex encounters, sexual encounters with other men from craigslist, been fucked by other married men while wearing her lingerie and panties, share her naked pictures and videos with other men while servicing them and letting them talk dirty about both of us, visit massage parlour as well as male/female/shemale escorts.

I often feel guilty, but it's never enough to actually make me stop any of these activities.

 

Yeah that's pretty fucked up.

 

PLEASE tell me you're at least wearing protection.
It's screwed up enough to be doing this to your wife, but you'd been a serious effer for giving her an STD from it.

 

Yes all intercourse is protected. I am not looking to pass STDs to my wife.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VN29X2HCKpU"]Bad Man Montage - Babu from Seinfeld - YouTube
u should tell her..

 

She probably suspects you're doing something...

 

You should be able to tell your wife your ultimate desires and what you like. you have put your self in a prison in your marriage. If she doesn't except you for who you are your with the wrong woman. If she encourages these acts then you are a lucky man.

 

...and, if you haven't shown her who you really are, you've built a facade of someone she thinks she's living with. In reality, she's living with someone who is a stranger to her. That's not the way to roll.

 

All well and good until you work out what the wifes version of this is, if you ever do.

She's fine if she never has sex again, she just means with you

 

Fucked up does not even describe it

 

I have some sexual secrets my wife will never find out about.
Some sexual things I wish she would just allow me to try once with her - she may just get to like them. I have a very kinky mind & try new things as a dare to myself or do some things that I have done to myself that I wouldn't even consider telling anyone about not even on this forum.

 

Is that all?
I've done all that and my misses is well aware.

 

I call troll!