Does she like me or just feels bad and won't flat-out reject me?

So I'm a girl falling for my best friend who I've known for over a year now, just a month ago found out she was bisexual. The other time when we were drinking she found out I liked her and she didn't have a reaction besides telling a friend about it. Then just a week ago we were at a party and we made out three times in a dare and she never said no to the dares, and one person asked her a question who in the room (there were 15-20 girls/guys) would she kiss and she whispered the answer to my friend and I found out she said my name.Then I was stupid and hooked up with two other guys after I made out with her and then she told everyone she was seeing another guy and couldn't go for me anyways. The next morning we didn't really talk about what happened since then the other night was my birthday and she missed it cause of work and I lashed out at her then we talked it out and it was fine. Lastly, last night I was drinking again (it's spring break that's why haha) and she was clubbing and I spilled my heart out and asked her if she wasn't hooking up with her guy and I stopped seeing other guys, would she go for me? And I vaguely remember she paused and said she didn't know but yeah maybe, then my friend talked to her as well and she told her that she didn't know I still liked her since I made out with her three times and went for other people, then she continues ranting about her guy being a a**hole and whatnot and said she wanted to see me the next day. I texted her in the morning apologizing and stuff but she hasn't replied and now I'm on a road trip and it's hard to contact her but I can still receive texts but no texts from her all day.. What should I do? Should I back off and just stay friends? Act distant? Or talk to her about it? Please help I'm freaking out, I think I love her.

 

Okay. So what you SHOULD do is stop freaking out about this because you're probably freaking her out too. Love is friendship set on fire, remember that? What you need to do is act normal for awhile. Be her friend. Don't over-think or read into every single thing she does or says. She likes you because of the person you have been to her, so don't change that. Just be normal and be her friend and once you feel comfortable enough to talk with her, sit her down and tell her how you feel. Get everything out. Tell her you hope you don't freak her out and you respect her enough to talk about this. You'll figure it out, don't stress. And don't obsess!!

Have a good one