Hello.. During my life i have a lot of rage problems, a lot of anger. I always kept it to myself, everyone around me thinks i am the sweetest thing ever. The thing is.. Everything is changing... Me and my girlfriend never had the perfect relationship, we've been dating for 3 years now, and not everything has been perfect, but lately.. I found out a few things like messages on her facebook with other guys and shit, things not tooooo bad, but since i am very jealous i went totally mad. And now i've been thinking about killing myself to make her feel bad for what she's been doing to me. Note, this isn't all about the facebook things, it's about other things, it seems that she provokes me on purpose.. I am getting totally mad, and sometimes i feel like hit her.. But i dont want to be one of those abusive guys.. What's wrong with me, i need help..
you dwell on it to much bro.. cheer up.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSJxvi767kQ"]"Bitches Ain't Shit" Ben Folds - YouTube
please don't kill yourself. also please don't have the illusion that you are going to make anyone feel guilty anyone who is enough of a bitch/asshole to intentionally try to needle you won't give a shit if you die. they certainly won't blame themselves I strongly recommend that you talk to a counselor you might try talking to her directly about what is wrong you might want to visit www.suicideforum.com to talk about this or www.befrienders.org to find a hotline
I absolutely agree with e7m8. You need to get yourself to your GP as soon as possible and ask them for help. They will tell you about all of the support they can give you. This can be anything from meeting people who have the same feelings as you, having counselling all the way to taking medication. Its easy to feel like life is getting on top of you, but when you come out the other side, you will feel so much stronger. You WILL get better, you just need to exercise every form of help that you can get your hands on.
