I wish I could be happy, but you make that impossible. Instead, I worry about where you're at and who you're with. I wish I could trust you, but you make that impossible. I've seen how easy it is for you to lie to every one else, what makes me any different? As a matter of fact, I know you lie to me. I know I should be mad about it too, but you make that impossible. I don't know what it is, I just cant stay mad at you. I wish I wasn't so scared, but you make that impossible. You've hurt me before, how do I know you won't do it again? Sometimes I wish I didn't love you, but you make that impossible. Things sure would be easier, but you've got me hooked. I just don't want my heart broke again so do me a favor... make that impossible too.
Pretty sad nearly seventy people have read this and can't even give me just one word on what they think. Oh well I guess, thanks for reading!
after reading that i think your in a relationship thats making you unhappy and that could also account for you not feeling well:mickey:
I try to make you happy, but you have to trust in me, if that at all is possible. You bombard me with questions when I get home and when I'm asleep, look through my phone. I breaks my heart because I love you but in my heart I know I don't have you. I've made my mistakes in the past, but believe me I've changed, those days have passed. Have faith in me, let me open up to you, let me in and I'll give my heart to you... If that at all is possible.
Wow, now someone comments? Lol. Thanks guys. I'll try that, Mike. And no, this isn't about my boyfriend now, he's the greatest! I've actually never had anyone come close to this guy, he's definitely a keeper! <3 He super nice and does the sweetest things, I could go on about him for days.
