My very first psychedelic experience (Shrooms)

So finally after years of studying the psychedelic experiences, I was able to experiences it first hand last night. I picked up on 4 grams of shrooms from a buddy of my mine. It was a pretty good deal for $5 a gram. I decided that i would start on 1 gram being that it was my first time and I'm generally really sensitive to most drugs. I didn't want to chance taking too much and end up having an unpleasant trip.

I at the shrooms at 8:00pm. It took me about 10 minutes to eat the whole gram because I was a little bit hesitant. I was on the shroomery chat and people were telling me that eating 1 gram was going to be a waste. A part of me believed it and a part of me didn't want to believe it. I disregarded what they said and just ate the gram. By the way, they were cubensis (I think). So after I ate the gram, i start to become really anxious with a "There's no turning back now". My body was shaking in anticipation, it was like I was really cold. Time seemed to speed up very fast. Shortly after eating the mushrooms, my stomach began doing weird things, I thought this was kind of funny. After about 30 minutes of eating the mushrooms, I started to feel... different... I felt some kind of baseline shift in my conscious. It almost felt like I was really high off of weed, but not really. My body movements began to get really slow and uncoordinated, I felt kind of drunk. I started looking around and sure enough, things were moving. The walls were waving and sort of breathing. The chat was also waving and the words on my computer screen were crashing into each other and over lapping each other. Once i noticed this, I felt and intense wave of excitement rush through my body. People in the chat room were asking me how I was feeling but it was very difficult to put my thoughts into words. I was just blabbing nonsense about random emotions. I was still a little bit on edge and shaky but I think this is become I was still coming up.

After a while of sitting down, I thought about the chocolate cake my mom baked. I sounded so delicious. I rushed to the kitchen full of giggles and laughter and started stuffing my face with cake. I have a home made cola maker so i made some orange cola. I was just standing in my kitchen giggling and talking nonsense to myself as I ate chocolate cake and drank orange soda. Then suddenly the floor caught my eye. I have tile floor in my kitchen with a kind of roughed up texture on it. The detail in the texture of the tile started to pop out, as if it was it's own layer above the floor. I started to see faces and a bunch of designed. It reminded me of ancient cave drawings. The small details began to merge together and form one big design across 6 or 7 tiles. It was shimmering and moving around and expanding. I was in such awe at this that I couldn't take my eyes off of it. There were many things that caught my eye. I even looked at my chocolate cake for about 10 minutes, just watching it and thinking about it.

My mom came downstairs to grab a midnight snack and I found it so hard to not laugh. I had to rush away from her before she saw me giggling and smiling for no reason so she wouldn't know I was on something. I also noticed that things seemed much brighter than usual. Regular things I never really pay attention to in my house just seemed to pop out. I went into the bathroom to see if my eyes were dilated and I just ended up laughing at my own face for about 5 minutes. I kept going back into my kitchen to watch my floor, it was so amazing. I noticed that my house just seemed like a different place. It felt like I had left home for 10 years and came back and noticed changes. There was also some kind of change in the size of my house, or it seemed like I was looking at rooms from an angle that i never looked at before. Even the chat room seemed to take on a physical place in my mind. I was almost able to imagine the walls and the floor of the chat room.

I was very surprised at the results I was able to get from 1 gram of cubensis. Either I'm really sensitive to mushrooms or they were some powerful mushrooms. Either way, I had an amazing time! I am very excited to see what 2 grams will bring me next week!

I can actually say that i learned something from this trip. I learned that I should be more open about myself. I'm usually very closed and content about my personality, I guess you can say shy. I've always been afraid of people judging me. But after this experience, I learned that I am only just human, and I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am.

 

Oh the beautiful mushies have struck again!
I'm glad you had such a good introduction into psychedelics!
My first trip was fucking terrible, so good job, man.
How did you eat though? When ever I'm tripping I can't even look at food!
Happy tripping next week!