Hello. I am 16 years old and i've tryed MDMA 6 time. Last time I took it, I felt like it wasnt even mdma, I mean i had same effects but it was something diffrent. 3 days after comedown I was smoking a joint and I suddenly felt pressure in my head. I tought my head was going to explode. Next 2 weeks (I wasnt somking pot) when I was walking i was feeling like my brain is in liquid form and I was un-motivated and I felt like i had no reason to smile. Now I have that pressure when I am hight only.I cannot describe it... When I got high i feel like im losing myself, I got fear of losing myself like i will pass out... Can you help me? I want to know is that side effect of MDMA. I talked to alot of MDMA users and they think i have taken "Bath salt". I also found on another forum that "fear of losing myself" can be caused by "Mcpp (meta-Chlorophenylpiperazine)". Thank you for your time and attention, I'd be grateful if you can tell me for your oppinion what to do and what have I taken! ) (sorry for my bad english)
Habitual MDMA and Pot use can get you pretty spaced out but who knows, you very well may have had something else. There are a lot of different chemicals out there and some less benign than MDMA which can be somewhat harsh on mind and body itself, so be careful.
You sound like you are suffering from anxiety and depression caused by too much MDMA use. Slow down, you shouldn't be doing drugs like this often at your age, your brain is still growing. Respect your body and your future.
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16 is so young. slow down. why would you ever take a drug that you werent absolutely sure what it was anyway? its really scary that kids now will buy and ingest any white powder that somebody calls "molly" if you must take drugs, know what you are taking. dont just take somebodys word for it. educate yourself, learn as much as you possibly can about the chemicals you use. http://bunkpolice.org/mdma-identification-guide/
It could have been bath salts or some other type of amphetamine. It's hard to say, unless you know what the pill you took looked like. If you do you can use www.pillreports.com to check. If it was it was Molly and a powder it will be even harder to tell. Many people think buying Molly means they are buying pure MDMA, and this is not the case. Molly can be cut to increase profits just like the pills will be. This does not always happen but any powder is very easy to cut if the dealer wants to. The "no reason to smile" symptom is very common after MDMA use, but it would not be triggered by smoking a joint a few days later, it would just happen within a day or two of your last time using MDMA. How often are you using MDMA? Your body might be giving you a sign it's time to take a break. This is a drug best used in moderation, but it makes you feel so good that can be difficult.
At Friday I ate 250 miligrams of pure mdma and it didint kick in, next friday i took like 100 miligrams (coz i didint have enough money)and it didint kick in again - and then i was clean one whole week. 2 weeks after taking 100 miligrams, My friend told me that he has brutal mdma powder. I took like 270 miligrams in Cinema. I dont remeber the movie. I know im only 16 but I take it once every 2 month, But I ate it 3 times in November because it didint kick in, and I instantly feel in love with MDMA. So that in cinema was first time trying MDMA powder. Before that I only ate pills. Nowdays when I get high, i feel like i smoked 100 joints, i think mdma changed how weed works on me nowdays. Or im imagining it. I spoke to alot of mdma users and they havent felt like that after mdma. I think my nervs got burned and there was empthy spot between my skull and the brain and when i was walking i was feeling it.
No one likes to hear it when they start taking things like mdma, but really its advice worth listening to. Take longer between. The initial 'magic' (fucking hte using that term, it's cliche and lame but it fits) gets lost if you don't take enough time between, then you just get burned out and monged, no euphoria, empty experiences.
When I cleaned my self up, I had ended up in a hospital. I was doing so much E constantly. so the morning after a trip I was at work. doing my morning duties. The day started off with tingling in my fingers... the tingling slowly but constantly spread to my hole body. before I knew it I was numb and passed out on the road (managed to pull over) I woke up 4 hours later in a hospital. the doctor told me that I was doing so much that I depleted my body of potasium, which caused toxic shock. Let me get to what I can relate out of your story. Since that day every single time I have smoked weed, I freak out. I am uncomfortable in my own skin. the funny part is I was able to do other drugs no problem. but weed no matter what I f'ing hated it. I think the e changed my body chemistry when that insident happen.
Absolutely. Your chemistry will hopefully reset if you take a very long break from all drugs and the weed anxiety will be helped if you work on the reasons why you were abusing them so much to begin with.
