ive noticed that during the latest time ive felt kindda depressed. not sad but just nothing... i feel absolutely nothing i just cant feel realy happy or anything. i tried listening to some musich that usualy makes me feel good but this time nothing happened. its like theres something missing. like i had something earlier but someone stole when i wasnt looking. yesterday i felt something but it passed over and now i just feel slightly passific. but i allways feel like theres something missing...
today some new things happened and i feel pretty happy. i guess it was that i needed something new to happen...
maybe we're approaching an eden completeness in the psyche , and in a full mind something's gotta go to get something new . i've had that badass emptinness too . it started last summer with losing things , then time , then a roaddog , then motive ... still , it seems got plenty to give and never did ask for much , like a space hobo .
i feel the exact same way. You arent depressed and not happy. Its all just a mesh of gray feelings. I wish something new would happen in my life... but nothing but the same repetitious living here. Let's just hope we're on the verge of a happening, eh?
