Is he a psychopat or am I to obsessed?

I dont know how to write this but I'll try. Someone came into my life without expecting it. I've been dating guys, I am old enough to realise when someone plays me and easily move on. But this thing doesn't seem to go away and I feel I am loosing my mind.
He is not my boyfriend and he lives on another continent. The thing is, I always had amazing time with him and I don't even know him.
I think I might be in love. He is always caring with me and so nice, romantic. He even got me a new laptop, I didnt want it it just came on my adress. WTF?! In real life he treats me with all the respect, but in online life he keeps to ignore me.
At start I was too obsessed with it and I did constantly wanted to talk to him every week. But its like this- I skypecall him, he is "away" then i IM him then he immediately says he is working 24/7 and that he is busy. Everyday! Yeah, right... Then he texts me, then I text him, then he replies after a day and so on and so on. It drove me nuts to the point that I wrote him my long honest email.
Then he said just that he adores me and doesnt want me to be sad at all, wtf does this even mean, word adore? 3 lines too? After running in those circles, I decided I am moving on and put it ad acta.
2,3 weeks later I got few missed calls on Christmas, since I am nice I called back he didn't answer. I texted him, he got it 5 days later I seen it by delivery report.
Once again since I am nice, I congratulated him New Year. Once again he got it with delay. And since then he didn't talk to me, he didnt sent me any bloody text.
Anyway, I am freaking out right now, I dont know what to think about it, is he a jerk, is he ignoring me or he never got my messages? Or is he some psyhopat?
And I need to move on, but i f....in just cant its constantly on my mind, I am crying almost every day, why? I didnt leave my apartment for a week! I dont know why is it the way it is, I just do, I am so sad! It doesnt make sense, I dont recognize myself and who I thought I was, I guess I am not. Whats wrong with me? I never felt like this in my life for anyone, especially not for someone who is not my type, who doesnt suits me by his age (i am 30 he is 50). And yes he is single.
I can't fight it, seriously I know that I should of let it go like this. Because a guy who cares as he says and does in real life would miss me in a month not talking to me. He would reply to my texts whether there was some technology gap with his cellphone or not. Yes, yes I know this stuff and how it works I am not some fool afterall.
My brain tellls me one thing and my heart just want so badly to just say hello and ask him how he is and what is going on and did he get my messages or something. Why is my ego, pride and selfrespect stopping me from doing this? 1 text is ok, 1 normal text and I feel like a school kid. I just want to get over with it and see what will happen. Am I normal, lmao? Because this is my biggest problem these days and it shouldnt be at all!!! You see my mind is a big mess.

 

And I put this in this topic because I feel like I am going insane and mentally ill or depressed because of my flow of thoughts and thinking about this one situation almost every hour. It wont go away!
And because I think he might be some guy who has issues too, since he is doing and saying some things in real life and just shutting off and ignores me a lot on moments. I dont get it! And I also told him to leave me alone that it would be okay and he didn't

 

Thank him for everything and move on. He on another continent you say...i don't know about you, the people i wanna date, i not taking a damn airplane to see them..

Move on and start a clean slate.

Your post reflects something...maybe things like slow down. After you have made a decision, move to the next, end of story, don't dwell on shit. AKA the enter key.

tell him your going to call the cops, or some guys to hospitalize his ass

or change your email phone number ect ect ect