Sexual confusion - general confusion

Right struggling to where to begin to this one, I am a 30 year old male i consider myself straight. Having never really had a real relationship mainly out of my own desire not to - but i still have sexual desires as do most and with being alone masturbation is obviously something i do and enjoy.
I have found myself getting off on hermaphrodites and feminine T/V also.

With not being very experienced (in a sexual long term relationship) I have had sex plenty of times both one night stands and prostitutes, but when in the act my brain goes dead on what my desire wants and generally for me is a poor time due to not being able to focus or access what my desire wants. Do I like just girls or hermaphrodites and/or feminine T/G?
I have never really wanted a relationship nor do I still even now, but do crave that intimacy you get for that one night but have never met anyone who i could see myself living with or having a long term relationship with.
Being a pretty solitary guy I also find it hard to meet people let alone experiment with these other desires.

Here's a good one for you when I filled in an E-Harmony form they did say I had no matches, so i am obviously an odd duck.
Well... thoughts comments advice would be great cheers Also i am English and live in a small city so not a big pond either!
thanks.

 

Any thoguhts on the matter would be appreciated

 

Living in a small pond does not mean that you cannot travel a bit. You do not live in Sahara, or Gobi, do you?

You are a solitary guy, and you probably like it that way. There are tons of people like you out there. Not everyone wants a ball and a chain, if you are catching my drift. This does not go on to say that you should live a life of suffering and deprivation.

We all have our specific tastes when it comes to who we find appealing. So, you are not a mainstream dude into muscular jocks. This should not stop you from connecting with the people whom you find appealing. E-Harmony is probably not the best place for you to start meeting feminine T/G folks. You want to look around the more m2m portals, and focus on feminine, or T/G folks. There are quite a few pretty feminine boys out there who would definitely want some attention. They, too are basically sidelined by the prevailing trend and taste for the masculine dudes. Connect with those whom you find attractive, and your life will take a turn for better.

KD

 

It be easier to have a girl put on a strap on or have a guy dress like a woman

 

Do you get off on intersex/trans porn primarily; or is this just an interest of yours?

 

Just one of the things i get off on, but find it no less appealing then female only porn.

 

Ha i tried E-harmony and it said after all the question 'sorry at this time we do not have any member that would fit your profile. Gonna try now again now see if it says the same.