Hi, so my boyfriend got a couple of LSD tabs and was planning on giving me one. Since it's going to be my first time, he decided we should each do a tab on a different day so he could be sober enough to look after me while I was tripping and everything. I just have a few worries about it. Nothing to do with health or anything, I know it's virtually harmless, but I just have this horrible idea in my head that while I'm on the stuff I'm going to say or do something really bad or stupid and totally mess up. I've tried weed before, but never acid and I don't know what to expect or how in control I'll be. I just need to know if I'll be able to control what I say and the like, will I be able to think about what I'm going to say or stop myself before saying something bad? Thanks in advance
Just trip in a safe place where no one will bother you. Unless you are tripping really hard, you will be ok. If you are going to be in a place where people will ask you to do things(for example being in your house and being asked to do something as simple as the dishes can be pretty confusing when you are tripping on acid), you probably shouldn't drop there. Go somewhere you won't be bothered like a park.
i get the feeling that there is something specific that you don't want your boyfriend to know. is that the case?
haha, it'll be more fun if you do them together. while you do the drug, keep the idea that the reason you've got all these funny thoughts and things are funny because.... you took LSD
You will have a great amount of control. If your thoughts are in the right place you can not only consider what you're going to say but what he will say, what he will do, how many times he's blinked, the number of frayed threads in his shirt, and any meaning in his words all at once. But even you say something odd/stupid I'm sure he'll understand. But you're most likely to say something incredibly wise. But don't be surprised if you don't like words at all. You may find words in any language primitive like I did and only speak in emotions. And it could frustrate you that he can't speak it in return.