Plans for 2013

Well, as I sit here on the shitter, I am making my final thread for 2012.
2012 was definitely not the best of years, but definitely not the worst.
I was super lazy and unhealthy the majority of the year. Way to much alcohol and junk food. I did not go out much with friends, usually making up excuses as to why I couldnt, even though I could. I even just sent a text to someone who wanted to go out with me tonight for new years, saying i felt yucky after eating. Might as well end the year how i started it, being lazy, making excuses etc.. I am excited to close the door on 2012 and start a new chapter in my life.

For 2013 I have a few goals: exercise more (including running), eat healthy, battle the root cause of my anxiety (I have somewhat bad anxiety), go out more, and try LSD for the first time.

I hope everyone has a good 2013, feel free to share your goals in this thread :2thumbsup:

 

All good goals, I also have bad anxiety and can relate to making excuses to not see people. In fact, I only have about 8 numbers left in my phone because Ive pushed everybody away the last couple years and been in at least over a dozen fist-fights, mostly with former 'friends' and broke my hand twice and my nose once, had a wicked shiner on both eyes from st. pattys til end of school in april. But I graduate college in april this year and am starting 2013 in a $700 outfit, so Im pumped for it. Im at the bar without anyone I know, just talking to randoms and trying to be more level headed than the past year.

 

Well the reason I dont go out much anymore isnt due to anxiety, its just because i have become really lazy and am trying to save money for my next tatoo. And ive been trying to stay out of trouble.
I have anxiety because i worry to much about how people perceive me. I always worry about the little things that i shouldnt even care about. I am also very pale! and do not like that, and makes me feel a tad insecure.
heh

anyways, no more fighting for you!!!!
and dont spill any drinks on your suit.
Talking to random people can be interesting

 

For me anxiety has been more about facing consequences. I quit showing up to probation, wont face anyone ive fought with, and spent the last three years locked in my bedroom after the first couple months with new roommates after beefs start (its miserable to live like that).... thatll take more effort, but the fighting is absolutely done

 

I put a chin up bar on one of my door frames. I walk under it every day. I plan to use it every day. There is an off-licence that I walk past quite often and I often go in. I won't go in so often. Anything else is a bonus.

 

i plan on starting up a new business and making some benjamins









or winning the lotto



unless i find out im dying quick then ill just have fun and rack up more bills


plans never go right anyway so i dont actually make them

 

Ive been working on this girl since october..their are many reasons why nothing has happened between us and it sucks, it just...sucks....but she is not with anyone so im workin on it. I know we both want each other, its very clear to me...she around some dumb worthless people though...

So im going after her tell i know i don't got a chance.. right now i feel really good, but its her god damn living location...

Im believe im playin the cards right cause i now know how high the bar is..

She knows that once she comes over that will be the start of it..

If someone else comes around great...but right now its her

 

Go for it brah.

Dont go TO fast though. I made that mistake a little while ago and yea.. didnt turn out well.

good luck :2thumbsup:

 

I talk with a lot of people at work and its easy to over hear peoples conversations..i just be myself and i know she wants it all...but its her living situation and the dumb fuckers that are around her at times...

if i do get her, its gonna be like raising the fence in your yard..cause ya gotta keep the dogs out...

 

She live far away? or with some sketchy people?

 

she is close, just complicated living that i wont get into...

 

very well than

good luck though

 

She has said a few times 'you need to smile more'

i look deep into her eyes with a little smile and say 'id smile more if im around you'

and i swear its gave her shivers

 

Well, with the news I was handed yesterday, I guess I'll be spending 2013 looking for new employment.

 

Not Good, Not Good At All, What Happened....???



Cheers Glen.

 

They are eliminating the assistant manager position from all the stores. I'm pretty sure it will be considered a layoff and I will be able to get unemployment. I won't know anything until next Monday because I have to finish out the week. I'm kind of wondering why they're making me wait a week and every other assistant manager was gone effective immediately. We'll see what they have up their sleeves. I'm going to try to finish out the week like there's nothing wrong, even though everyone at work is acting like I'm an old dying dog they just can't bear to put down. Leaving them hurts me more than anything else. I've got a food manager's license, so I imagine it might be a few weeks worth of a search, but I don't figure with my work history and experience that I can't find something else. Just hope that I get to sit on my ass for awhile while that piece of shit company has to pay for it.

 

Well, that's a bummer, Kinky. So much for DQ's slogan "We Treat You Right."

 

I'm definitely soured, so if they're going to turn around and tell me I can keep my job or whatever, they had better make it worth it. In the next couple of days, I will be approached with a list of jobs available to me. Most, if not all, would require a very large move and it's just not worth it. I don't want to make a career from that place and I guess this is the push out the door I've needed. I will have enough money independently to keep my utilities going and food on the table for the next few weeks and soon I'll be able to file for my tax return. That's why I am agreeing to finish out this week's schedule for the last check. I really really have needed a vacation, and this new company is built on lies and deceit. Glad to jump ship before it sinks.

 

no more shots. just, no more shots. ugh.

 

Fuck some bitches, kick ass and take names, rue the whirl...

No, but seriously, I would like to kick as much ass, if not more than I did last year. I mean, I drastically changed my life in 2012, but from a psychological perspective it has probably been the most trying year of my life and made me realize I have a lot of bumps to smooth out on the path to becoming a somewhat normal individual.