So this summer my lovely boyfriend and I decided to roll for the first time. He had done E once before but neither of us had tried Molly. He picked me up from work and we sat at his house for about twenty minutes waiting for his momma to leave. After she was gone we took out a plate and I opened up the pouch I had kept the Molly in. He separated the doses and we each took a few licks (let me tell you when I heard it was supposed to taste bitter I was NOT expecting it to practically burn my tongue). Then we laid in bed for about fifteen minutes listening to some music when all the sudden I felt really jittery and had the urge to move, so we went out on the deck and into the hot tub. There we had some fun and all the sudden I peaked and started bawling from happiness. That's when we told each other we loved each other for the first time and even talked about marriage (didn't really work out). Then we moved into the shower and had even more fun. Eventually we moved back to the bedroom and lit up the hookah and just talked until about four in the morning. Molly is wonderful and it really helped me put things in perspective as to how wonderful my life really is. It made me appreciate everything and I felt nothing but waves of love and happiness. I highly recommend it but it can damage the brain and should be handled with caution and respect. It can show you a whole new way of life if you use it responsibly. I then rolled the next night and felt just as amazing, it never seems to lose its beautiful effects.
believe me...it loses its beautiful effects when you abuse it. you already made the first mistake of using it the very next night. in my opinion you should take at least a 2-3 week break in between using mdma/mda so your serotonin levels can get back to normal. its so much better when you dont do it very often, i overdid it one summer...and it will never be the same for me, its just not as "magical" or "beautiful"as it once was for me any more. i still use it a couple times a year tho, i prefer mda over mdma honestly.
Thanks for the tip! Yeah, I waited about three months after the next night to do it as I've been advised many times to "pace myself" I had major headaches after the last day but once I slept for a few hours I was feeling good again. So my question is, when you overdo it is the rolling experience not as good or does it just make the coming down part worse?
i have taken wayy too much on a couple different occasions, its kinda weird.and it does make coming down/the "hangover" way worse. large doses tend to make people very confused, i've hallucinated several times from mda/mdma...i've seen a girl having a conversation with a lamp because she thought it was her boyfriend... you will stop halfway through a sentence and completely forget what you were saying. i have seen people say things that they totally didnt mean to say...you just kinda blurt things out sometimes as soon as they come to mind. i have explained it to people as "your mind being on shuffle,or scan" i stick to lower doses these days...500mg or less.
lol, sarcasm? should i leave the spaces out? or do you really mean you like it when people double space/break up paragraphs because it makes it easier to read or whatever?
haha ohh i get it, "were" and "saying" are on different lines hahaha, didnt even do that on purpose lol sry bout the double post
Oh wow, thanks for the tips. I mean I guess I did say things I didn't mean to, (promises I couldn't keep that were totally unrealistic) which later got me in trouble but I'll be sure to keep that in mind. Like I said in my original post Molly, like any other drug, needs to be respected which you have just further proved.
Longer then that IMO. But I have rolled that often. Sometimes there are allot of raves/shows coming up, and you want to party all those nights. But in the long run it will catch up with you. OP I would recommend a good diet with vitamin c and some piracetam or 5-htp supplements to help recover from a roll.
I've done MDMA for about 8 years, I only abused it maybe for about 1 month out of that whole timeframe. I'd say the duration of the rolls get shorter over time and the comedowns seem more drawn out. It probably takes me longer to physically recover from it now as it does with most drugs, however I feel like some of the initial emotional crashes may have been more intense.
