You look normal, you are not ugly. But by judging from your other posts, you really need to spend your time better. Also, therapy is sometimes very underrated.
And sometimes overated. Tayworr, you have to be careful of the boy who cried wolf thing, calling yourself ugly when the girls around you think you are pretty than average, complaining about your life when everyone around you thinks you home stituation is more stable than average or even a little bit privileged. Too much of that and it will get tp a point where no body really believes what you say, then they, both girls and guys will take advantage of you, and it wont matter what you say cos everybody is used to you telling fibs
you've had therapy before? what experience did you have that made you think it sucks? I wish I could afford therapy right now..
I've been through therapy 4 (real) times (been to many more but they only lasted for a month cause they were so fucking stupid), of course it was for different occasions but I still think that therapists are mofo bitches that dont give a shit about what I say. First time was when I was 6-7 cause the Social Services wanted to see that I wasnt messed up in the head with everything that happened at home, I dont remember so much, but I do remember that I complained a lot to my mom about it. Then next time was when I was 10 I think, and it was because my teachers thought I was having trouble in school and at home even though I didnt and durring the sessions the therapist only sat there and just agreed on whatever I said and it felt like she wasnt listening to me at all. Third time was when I was 14-15 when my brother just had died and I was acting out a bit too much, and that therapy time was one of the worst ever. Then I went trough therapy this year starting in Jan ending just a month ago, and it was because I was insecure about my sexuality, and during the sessions she brought up things I really didnt want to talk about and it just made me frustrated, suicidal and mad. So I guess what I see in a therapist is just a bunch of shit, they dont really care what I have to say, and they dont want to be in the conversation. well I guess I'm "lucky" I'm still under 21 so its free...
I know I complain a lot, but I got nothing else to do. No body believes me anyways, I can say how horrible things I want and no one believes me so all I can do is go on about how miserable I think my life is.
Ahhh, so you are just as bored and disillusioned as the rest of us. Do what everyone else does here, spend too much time making dumb jokes on the internet