how im constantly feeling... ditto?

Feeling like a fish out of water/
like im gasping for air/
I know my want is not a need/
but i dont care/
Because it feels so good/
an it feels so nice/
to plunge this rocket launcher/
and float in the sky/
The fall back to earth does suck/
cuz i was up so high/
The worlds not as nice/
but either am i.../
I know this circle is toxic/
but it seems so worth it/
when i wonder why im hurting just trying to live/
when im livin to die..

 

I have written many poems on addiction and i can relate to yours! writing has become one of my biggest releases over the years.
Here is a poem about trippin for ya.

You and I are Here, Now?:
I’m losing it, concentration
I’m cruising in it, Honda Station wagon
I’m fuseing it, brain cells to ink wells
write the words down, just to watch how the night spills.

Sip soup while I crash
Trip Luce with some hash
Stitched suit chasing cash

A mad dash for dreams to heal
A plaid pupil, it looks so surreal.
Under the tongue, the fungus grows
Thunder strikes, fear spikes, the intensity glows

Sound the SOS, I’m no longer the captain
Pounding the pavement, stars, stripes and swirls, was it only me laughing?
Long seconds turn a minute into a decade
Song beckons, I am to follow.
Cherishing champagne colors and this fuzzy façade
Let’s listen to the LSD takeover.

 

fellow poets! wonderful. if i may contribute.. this was about a particularly dark time in my life, where i was a little lost in the "ocean" of psychadellia

im the fishman
with my pupils wide
i look for a place to hide
but had i listened to what id been told
id know not to go under the waves so cold
and all my days an endless night
for im not touched by suns warm light
so if you dont wish to be like me
be careful sailing upon the sea
and if you dont want to be a fishman
just be careful what you wish-man

 

wow, i really enjoyed reading all of those.

 

Thanks everyone for the replies... ive never tried poetry but have always had much respect for it. This was honestly the first time i actually tried. Glad to know i didnt butcher it. I think its something i will keep trying.

 

And i loved you guys replies btw^

 

thank you, and you definetly should keep trying! theres something about putting thoughts on paper in a beautiful way that can clear the mind! and it also gives wisedom to those who read it, and yourself in the future. yours was good peace st.!.. i encourage you to keep it up, practice makes perfect :2thumbsup: