~300ug LSD: The Becoming of a Man

Prior to my trip I made sure everything was well prepared. I woke up relatively early, had a wholesome breakfast and took my regular vitamin stack (multivitamin, fish oil, l-theanine, caffeine, piracetam, and choline) and went for a quick two mile jog around the neighborhood as a refresher and to boost endorphin and serotonin levels. I made sure all obligations were in check, cleaned up the house, finished up the remainder of my laundry, and finally took a nice, warm shower with incense burning for a brief yet relaxing aroma therapy session right before my trip. Thirty minutes prior to dropping the LSD, I made cup of ginger mint tea in order to alleviate any come-up nausea.

T+0:00: All three hits are taken. I held them under my tongue and notice no bitterness. Being a beautiful day outside, I opened my windows to embrace the fresh breeze of the day as I laid on my bed and listened to a favorite album of mine, Noir, by Blue Sky Black Death. As I'm laying there, listening to the music and awaiting for what's surely to be an incredible time, my 5 month old kitten came and snuggled up to me. Looking back, I felt this had a great impact on the trip as whole as she is typically very hyper and for her to have been calm provided for some wonderful subconscious vibes.

T+0:40: Over the past forty minutes I was laying in bed and listening to music while cuddled up with my kitten until I finally began to feel the initial effects. It was almost as if a light switch had been flicked on as my spacial awareness was almost instantly heightened. I began to notice the intricacies in my kitten's fur, and how her purrs up against my side resonated throughout my body. My audio senses were starting to become much more profound and were comparable to a splash of ice cold water after walking through the desert for hours. Sounds were so much more bold, precise, and sharp and the highs and lows of the songs were much broader.

T+1:00: I began to notice the first signs of visuals. As I looked down at my phone, the colors began to pop and were incredibly vivid and a pleasant glow emanated from the edges of the screen. My room became much, much brighter so I decided to slightly shut the blinds. As I stood up from my bed for the first time in an hour, a wave of euphoria hit me. It was as if a best friend I lost touch with for many years decided to make a surprise visit. A pleasant emotional overload of pure bliss overcame me, and I found myself smiling from ear to ear for no reason at all and giggling at myself for doing this.

As I made my way to the windows, a breeze of fresh air hit me which sent chills down my spine and instead of shutting the blinds as I had planned, I peered out into the vast woods that lay past my backyard and was taken aback by all the fall colors. A sea of red, orange, yellow, green, and brown lay under a beautiful blue fall sky. As I looked out in denseness of an ocean of trees that waved with the wind, a thought popped into my head and I couldn't contain myself: I absolutely HAD to go back there.

T+1:20: After what seemed like an eternity, I checked my phone and realized it had only been a little over an hour since I had dropped and I am feeling amazing. There is absolutely no body load to speak of and the come-up is as gentle as ever. After a quick restroom break, I decided to make my way downstairs to begin my journey. As I'm walking (or I should say 'floating') downstairs in my dark hallway, I closed my eyes and a full blown fractal hyperspace that danced to the music greeted me. It was as if I had stepped into a Winamp visualizer. Colors from the entire spectrum shifted in a smooth yet sharp manner to grant me with one of the greatest closed eye visual shows I have ever had. Instead of continuing on with my adventure, I laid down at the top of the stairs on the soft carpet and welcomed this spectacle with open arms.

T+2:10: I am peaking and I am peaking beautifully. A significant chunk of time has been 'lost' within the cosmos of closed eyes, but I am feeling fantastic and a surge of energy encouraged me to continue on with my adventure outside so I made my way to the kitchen to acquire a bottle of green tea. As I opened the fridge, however, my eyes immediately shifted to an orange. "An orange?!" I excitedly thought to myself. "Why yes, let's indulge in the delicacy of a citrus explosion!" And so I did. After carefully peeling the orange, I bit into it like a primitive beast would eat a raw fish. The flavor was phenomenal. This was the absolute greatest orange I have ever had. It was as if this orange had been grown with the utmost care in the Garden of Eden by none other than God himself and was delivered by golden chariots to my humble abode because it was destined to be eaten on this day, the 26th of November, 2012.

As I sat at the table gobbling this God granted gift, more thoughts that I can verbalize ran through my head. "What makes an orange so juicy? Why are fruits so healthy? Where was this orange grown? How did it arrive here? Who picked it? Where did he come from? What is his life story? Was his name Jesús?"

T+2:40: While finishing up the orange, my visual field was melting, twisting, waving, popping all before my eyes. The longer I stared at something, the more intricate the details became. The wooden floors flowed like a gentle stream and the paintings on the walls melted like wax. All the objects that were in my kitchen and dining area emanated a beautiful glow effect. The euphoria I was experiencing was indescribably calm yet was juxtaposed by an intensity I simply cannot put into words. I sat, music playing, watching these visual spectacles for a short while before heading outside.

T+3:00: Two hours after having planned on going outside to the woods, I finally stepped foot in my backyard and was welcomed with a crisp, fresh breeze. I made my way towards the back fence gate and as I approached the gate, a sense of adventure overcame me. I felt as though I was Frodo Baggins embarking on the journey of a lifetime. I walked out of my backyard and into the woods about a hundred yards deep into an isolated area and sat down to let everything sink in. This was perhaps the most spiritual part of my trip as I was completely in tune with nature. I truly understood my place on this planet as a miniscule human being, and that is to simply be kind. To help those of lesser fortune. To help educate as many individuals as I can on areas I am well versed in, and to learn from others in areas I am not.

I sat there meditating, trying to better grasp my ego and embrace my consciousness. While I closed my eyes and meditated, I lost all contact with my physical self. I wouldn't describe this state as ego death as I was still aware of who I was, but more-so a psychological dissociation from mind and body where I simply felt a total interconnectedness with the universe. Under closed eyes, my former intricate fractals took a turn for a more lucid state as I could effectively see myself from a third eye view, sitting there under the trees.

The following artwork greatly depicts what I was experiencing:

http://justinbonnet.com/wp/01/d.jpg

T+4:15: I am starting to feel quite accomplished as I sit in meditation, peering into the beauty that surrounds me. I feel as though I have conquered a thousand empires and given aide to everyone I have ever encountered. My life is starting to make sense in the grand scheme of things and I started to see things much more clearly than ever before. I am still experiencing very strong OEV/CEV and audio still sounds absolutely amazing, but I am in a much more serene and calm state and decide to head back to my room to relax.

T+4:40: After a quick pit stop in my kitchen for another green tea, I made my way up to my room. As I made my way, one of my absolute favorite songs came on: Ludique - Learning The Ropes. I quite literally burst into a dance, flowing with the rhythm. I was convinced I was dancing more fluidly than even the greatest of dancers. My moves seemed so natural, and I elegantly glided up the stairs and placed myself in front of my mirror to see just how well I was actually dancing. Not to my surprise, I looked like a fool, but little care was given and I vehemently laughed it off. I was the happiest person on the planet at that point in time and nothing could hold me back from this energetic dance, dance revolution.

T+5:20: I finally started to wind down from my dancing outbreak and decided on a shower. While waiting for the shower to warm up, I take notice that I am definitely on a gentle comedown yet visuals are still quite strong. Perhaps I exhausted myself from what seemed like an eternity of dancing and this is the cause, but this was no issue at all. I welcomed the come down with open arms as I felt I had experienced everything I could possibly ask for. I slipped into the shower and started stretching underneath the torrential downpour of water droplets. As the water ran across my naked body in an orgasmic rush of senses, I stretched every muscle in my body and took notice to all the intricate details of my veigns. In that instant I had a better understanding of how my body worked and I realized just how beautiful the human body is in a physical sense and how superior, encompassing both mind and body, homo sapiens are in the animal kingdom. We are evolution at it's finest.

T+6:00: After drying off from the most wonderful shower and crawling back into my bed, I thought it prudent to throw on a movie, and decided on a particular favorite of mine: Finding Nemo. The next two hours or so of my comedown were ones of deep contemplation and reflection on the past five hours I spent in my lucid state. I learned that happiness is the absolute greatest human emotion and that nothing should stop anyone from being happy. I learned that hate is counterproductive and only through kindness and love will we prevail as a society. I learned to look forward to the future and welcome it with no expectations beyond realizing it is another day lived on this wonderful planet. I learned about life. I learned.

 

was it good acid? dont know if you needed to boost your seretonin lvls and stuff by taking a walk lol. sometimes i think ppl think too much about stuff before tripping. it's all about who you are with, or whatever

 

Yes, it was white on white. Very clean, potent and zero body load. I typically always go for a run or exercise before any type of recreational drug out of personal preference. I simply feel better about myself going into the trip and the natural high after working out surely can't provide anything but a positive boost to the trip.

 

i've done that stuff before, it's damned good shit. it was a long time ago though

 

My last trip was on white on white, I agree about it being very clean LSD although my doses were purported to be closer to 50 ugs a hit.

Exploring music, nature, and the shower are some of my favorite things to do on LSD, you did a good job capturing many of the perceptions and sensations that I can relate with. Your trip sounded highly euphoric, introspective and powerful, good stuff.

I've experienced that state of merging with energy and ego loss but I've not really experienced it as becoming God. When you became God did you come to the conclusion that you had grown the orange you ate too?

 

Beautiful trip. Thanks for the report.

I also take some care in preparation. I don't exercise before tripping but I'm really glad I exercise on other days. I think the >stamina and health generally improves tripping (and definitely improves rolling!). Same with a good diet, regular consciousness and spiritual studies, fairly frequent sex, practicing kindness, and so on.

I dug that you cleaned house, etc. - practical and symbolic. Far out.

 

Reading this makes me wanna go eat some lsd...i miss trips like this. But im having a little break now. Very nice report!
I have yet to try to trip alone. I wonder how it is. I'm used to tripping with my friends but lately there has sadly been just too many problems with others. And im really tired of these mindfucks.

 

Yay acid kittens!!!!