Wow, pure heroin. I would love to get my hands on some of that! The only time I've ever heard that name "blue magic" was in that movie! Learn something everyday!
Today was my second day at the meth program. The first day they only gave me 30mg, that didn't do shit! Today I went and told them that I need a higher dose, they raised it to 40mg...which according to them is the highest increase they can do! I guess ima have to wait about 2 weeks before I can be put on a comfortable dose! All in all, I've managed to stay below the daily habit of 30 bags! Yesterday I only did 4... And today I've done 2 so far. Hopefully I won't feel the need to do anymore than that! Well with that said, I wish you guys a Happy Holiday, and hope that all goes well for you! Stay focused, and stay positive!
Drank some poppy tea last night, pretty cool. Weak though and it gave me a headache. Still felt warm as a motherfucker...
About 80mg Hydrocodone and 10mg Methadone. Man, I'm about to fall asleep but still in enough pain that I can barely sit up in this chair. I've been having lower right back pain that seems to have started about 3 weeks ago when I was having a gout attack. Sharp and constant. Like I've been shanked or something, lol. It just won't let up. I suspected kidney stones, so I finally went to the doctor today. They did a urinalysis and that didn't show anything. Then they did a CAT scan and that came back normal. Also blood work, and it showed a high white count, so I have to go back in Fri. for more blood work to see if the white count rises. It could be muscle pain, but damn! I didn't do anything that would cause this. I'm relieved that it's not a kidney stone, but I'm suspicious. There's something wrong. Pain has a purpose, and I'm being told something, I just don't know what. Anyway, happy Thanksgiving everybody, and I hope your program works out BigLou.
I think blue magic was only 10% Diamorph. Even in the movie they cut it. It was just much better than the competition at the time. Which i believe only had enough H in it to pass the reagent test. The pebbles are probably the purest H available right now.
Thanks a lot Happydude_60. I'm hoping it works out also! Well I hope your back gets better, and that it's nothing serious! HAPPY THANKSGIVING to everyone on HIP FORUM!!! As always, I wish everyone the best in their endeavors! Stay focused, and positive!
Today I've done 40mgs of methadone and 1 bag of heroin. I actually feel ok. No I am not high, but I am not in pain either and that is my main concern! I don't wanna keep goin through the pains of withdrawals. I know my habit is a big one, but since making my decision I've managed to stay well below the daily 30 bags of heroin! Once I get my meth dosage up to about 100mgs then I will try to go without any heroin! Once I accomplish that, then I will start trying to cut back on the methadone! Hey, I don't expect it to be easy!
I keep posting comments and it still says 43? I've posted far more comments than 43... I'm just saying! Well I hope everyone's enjoying they're THANKSGIVING!!
I checked for you and it looks ok, but I don't know exactly what you've posted. It's a quick check. Just click Forum Options, then Members List. Damn they have a lot of members. Anyway, click B (of course) then go to page 158, find your name, then to the right you'll see the number of posts you have. Click on that and it brings up every post you've made. It's a handy feature, lol.
You can also go to a user's profile by clicking their name, and the click the button to see all of their posts.
STILL...STILL...STILL.. on suboxone...(sighs) i,m down to 2mgs a day but can,t stand to go less. and i,m tryin, but i did something to back at work an i,m hurting bad. almost bad enough to go to the hosiptal. i think i am, so. i,ll have to say i,m on no other meds. to get anything to help with the pain. witch i dout i,d get anything strong enough to touch my tolerance. but i gotta do something here. i don,t think it,s in the bones it,s on the side of my lowwer back.
Wow stoner, I can imagine what you're going through! I been there! Once u take the suboxones u can't do anything else, is u do, u will be in pain! And that pain is far worst than withdrawals! Well stoner, I hope everything works out for you! Stay focused!!!
40mgs of oxy, feeelin' grooovy all over. . But I really miss the OG oxy's. Shit got me higher than a motha fuckin hellacopta.
I played myself today! I did 50mgs of methadone and did 2 bags of heroin with it. That was earlier in the day. It is now 1am and I've done 25 bags of heroin so far! I know I had said that I was gonna cut back drastically, but I don't know what happened today. I fucked up! I'm high as a motherf....., and I realize it was a waste! Ima try not to do anymore for a day or so... I'm really kicking myself in the ass over this!