Refill day today. Got 150 10/325 Hydrocodone, and did 3 so far. Yay, 1000th post. It took over 3 years to do it, lol.
BTW Good Luck BigLou !!! Like said before I am sure someone will find your post here & pass some type of judgement, but most of the folks here aren't like that & are actually very supportive. (like me)
Thanks LoveBuzz! I've noticed that everyone on this site is knowledgable in the opiate trade, and that is exactly what I need! And I am not worried about someone rolling up on their high horse and passing judgement, for everyone on here has had their own battle with whatever addiction they have! No one here is better than the other! But I do appreciate the heads up! And if one day that was to happen I would then become the verbal pugilist they're looking for!!! Lol....
That is a very good way to look at it biglou. If ya ever need to talk or need advice or anything. you can always hit me up. Also alot of folks here are very knowledge on opiates and there is plenty of threads about different opiates as well. Like I said b4 good luck on your journey I know how hard it can be I found myself in the same if not worse situation a few years back with different opiates. I still do them , but not to the extreme as I was. SO that is why I said if ya need anything you can always msg. me I know how ya feel
Once again thanks LoveBuzz. I will definitely hit you up when I need advice! I know I've a long miserable road ahead of me, but I gotta travel down this path and get my shit together, for there is no easy way! Growing up I used to look at the junkies and say that will NEVER be me! Look at me now....NEVER say NEVER, huh?
I slept pretty good last night considering my minor cutback. Today I will try even less and hope to be able to function.
LoveBuzz it was just like you said, someone came at me yesterday accusing me of living in a glass house and casting stones! The name was "WingDing", anyway I responded, but now for some strange reason those posts are nowhere to be found..I guess someone deleted them! I haven't disrespected anyone on this forum, or anywhere else for that matter! As I've stated from the beginning, I'm here cause I respect the opinions of everyone on here, and I do need help! I'm not here to argue or cause problems. Anyway LoveBuzz, yeah that is the plan, a minor cut back on a daily basis. Hopefully then I'll be able to take the subs without all the pains of withdrawals! So let's see how today goes... I wish everyone the best on their endeavors! Lets stay positive and focused! Anything else is just a waste of time!!
still a little itchy from the 120mg of morphine i took last night...damn morphine i couldnt sleep worth shit cuz i was so itchy i kept scratching all night, cortizone cream didnt help either.
been a long time since i posted on here boys. so i want to say hello to all my old pals on here and hello to the new ones. right now i have finally found me a tenth of some good shit. thank goodness. the streets have been filled with some shitty stuff the past 3 weeks.
For some reason I'm getting bubbles when I "flush" the syringe. Any reason this is happening or a way to prevent this?
Same thing in my neck of the woods...shitty stuff all over! That's one of the reasons for me wanting to slow down, it's just not worth it! At least you were able to find something decent...lucky you! Enjoy!!!
so far today just a few percocets , but i will be getting a 100mg morphine that my hubby and i will split
I figured that would happen, but Like I said don't let it bother you just keep on trucking. You are doing great so far, keep up the good work !! yeah, I would say the post were deleted by the Mod. or something, but don't worry about it.
Well yesterday was ok, I did far less than my usual. I woke up this morning feeling ok, but out of habit I did a couple bags.. Just 2. I bought some meth from someone a little whole ago, so I'll keep that on stand by for later! Thanks for giving me a place to vent... It makes it easier when you have someone giving you advice!