So I've never told anyone this...here it goes...I'm a straight acting 28yr old guy. Everyone knows me as straight but ever since I was young I have had fantasies of sucking a big cock and getting my ass fucked hard. When I was around 7 me and my neighbor friend (same age) would go hide, pull our pants down and take turns humping each others butts. Just cause it felt 'good'. Around the same time my babysitter (14 yr old girl cousin) would play a game with me where she told me to lay with her and dry hump her. Her sister would do the same anytime she babysat me. I was young and it didn't occur to me till later in life that i was technically molested by my teen female cousins. They would just say 'this is what your parents do'.....fast forward to now. I now crave both cock and pussy. My fantasy is to meet 3 hung hot black men and have them have their way with me and a young girl while I wear a slutty little skirt, high heels and cute thong. I want to be dominated completely but also take part in fucking the girl. Their cocks must be at least 10 inches and thick. I wanna watch her get fucked next to me as we're both assuming the position and I want to lick her cum of a big black cock.......other than that I'm pretty normal.
They have a name for people like you: Bisexual. No big deal But your not the first guy to be messed up by molestation. I'm sorry you had to deal with that. Have you ever talked to anyone about it?
hey thanks for reading my post. No, I have never talked to anyone about it. By the time I realized what had happened I was way older and didn't really care about it. However, I can totally see how going through things like that young shapes how you think when you're older.
