I'm so sorry to hear that! Just four years ago? That wasn't long before I joined here. I had no idea you were dealing with something terrible. That's really important -- a huge regret that you don't have. I hope you tell Daniel every day that you love him. You have to make the most of every day, because you never know what might happen tomorrow. That's about the only thing I know for sure about life.
this is how i feel to. you can never have to many true friends. i had a big crush on one of my close friends. Stupidly I come on to her. it didnt end well, we drifted apart and i look back and think it wasnt worth loosing her.
i'm curious too, how did it turn out for the husbands that were cheated on during these "experiences" everyone had. are we all so lucky to have husbands who think it's cute? Maybe they go in the other room with a beer and a bag of chips to wait it out while you do your thing, and then what? talk afterwards about whether you got it "out of your system", or will one of you have to start packing?