He's gone for 6 months(military) but I wanted to send him a sexy video of me masturbating. I've never done either, but he has asked me for it before so I know he thinks its hot. How would I go about doing this? What should I stick... "Up there"? I'm completely lost on this.
Oh no thank you! I think it's awkward enough, I'm honestly too pussy to watch stuff like that.. Thank you everyone, I will try to, er, do that.
LOL your scaring the poor girl away ! Even though he would really enjoy it. Don't act all goody goody everyone has a freak inside them let it out
try to visit your local sex shop. Find a vibrator (lucid dreams by doc johnson is an awesome vibe), and enjoy yourself. Don't worry about being nervous or freaked out by it.. guys love it (well mine does) when a woman is completely into herself in a self masturbation vid.
We did go to a sex shop together before he left. I'm honestly uncomfortable with the idea of getting a vibrator. He's really into that, and other stuff like that though. He's asked me to send pictures of me touching myself but that was a total bomb. So I let him record us having sex. Even though its not going to be displayed for anyone but him, I was still/am still sketched out about it. But so far it looks like getting a vibrator is the best solution. Do they come with instructions or am I going to be on here asking how to use it, Hahahaha. Also, he does not want ANYONE to see me in a bikini even, so I know he'd be against having one of my friends help me. Maybe more against it than I am. I don't know the deep down reasons he doesn't want a friend to help me. I even offered that for him before he left. (Have a sort of girl on girl scene for him to watch) but he's insistent that he is the only one in the world allowed to see me wearing less than a turtleneck and jeans. And for the trolls: I'm not hideous, I'm decent looking so NO he is not embarrassed for anyone to see me.
well get a vibe from the lucid dreams collection by doc johnson. If you don't get a rabbit, it's not hard to use. Make sure you have batteries handy (i recommend off brand batteries, ex: rite aid or 711 brand) because they help prolong the life of the toy. I recommend lucid dreams by doc johnson because they are great quality and don't break easily. I've own various other brands and they wont last me more than a few months, some even weeks. As for instructions, it's easy. Pop in some batteries.. and go with the movements and curves of your pussy. Stimulating the clit is my fav thing to do. You don't always have to penetrate your pussy in order to cum.. sometimes clit-play works just fine.
Well this part in what you said is what is concerning!! He's insistent that he is the only one in the world allowed to see you wearing less than a turtleneck and jeans. Really? Sounds a bit over protective and if you enjoy wearing bikini's that will never happen unless you lock yourself in your bathroom. Sorry, sounds like a tough road. There is nothing better than being yourself!! You deserve at least that!!
Take it easy girl if he love you he will like it whatever you did. As a piece of advice try to find a big mirror so that you will be seen from different views trust me it will make difference. then play a porn movie that turn you on and wear a pride maid lengeri and enjoy you self if you can squirt do it. one important advice keep saying his name like (fuck me mustafa) go on girl