Everything is more real, almost more sober when I come down in waves. I feel like I experience true beauty and the whole cosmic illusion called the present moment :daisy: I can really sense all vibes around me and inside me and I feel one with the flow of life, I feel whole. Does anyone else feel this way while tripping on lighter doses? 1/4-1 weak hit always seems to do this to me with little visuals.
With shrooms, LSA and AMT too for me, I think probably with most psychedelics. Down to temporarily "shutting down" your conditioning.. you don't see what you think you see any more, you see things as they are. Well.. not "see", because it's warping, shifting, glowing with shit hot colours, or just becomes an object of pattern.. it's more how you experience things. You stop trying to define things, you just get them. And then they dance around or deconstruct themselves for you. I've had the same kinda.. almost eerie realism of everything whilst attempting to meditate, and a good few times while stoned. The feeling of something not being quite right, but somehow more right than it usually seems. Like the crisp sounds of cars in the distance as opposed to a blurry hum, and the sound of the trees in the wind somehow being "tighter".. I mean tightness as in the difference between an amazing musician who's right on every beat as opposed to the average musician who plays well, but isn't quite "with it". Also get a subtle feeling of "am I really sitting in this spot?". It's like I'm sitting there, but slightly like I'm somewhere else. Subtle, but it's there. Could be just some remnants of previous trips, but it's a really peaceful state of mind, so.. bonus!
Def on light doses of acid compared to shrooms it's easier for me to be in control to an extent, so then I convince myself that I'm sober and truly experiencing life<3 LSA has this effect to besides everything I touch feeling orgasmic lol.
I feel like it's one of the best parts! I definitely get that in higher doses as well though. It's almost as though your mind's attachments have been deconstructed and you are now left with the pure essence of which you are free to build your life any way you desire.
I don't get the impression of 'this is how I'm supposed to feel' when I take LSD but I've never taken fractions of hits. What I do often get from LSD is a constant shifting, vibrational inventory of the full spectrum of my emotions.
This is why when I'm in the bathroom I no longer want to be in the bathroom while tripping. This is also why I enjoy the darkness while tripping because the reality of some things is somewhat depressing and quite literally disillusioning and without the light to force you to perceive something a certain way the mind fills in the blanks.
I'm a big fan of small doses these days, you are alot more grounded yet perception is shifted just enough to see things from a lighter point of view.