Have you ever been so scared...

that you curled up into a fetal position and cry yourself to sleep, only to wake up with the same dread lasting for days, and maybe weeks, paralyzing you and making you unable to function properly?

Or maybe similar experiences?

 

Nope.

 

Not so much curled up in a fetal position, but have cried myself to sleep many times.

 

No. but shit happens. sounds like a good time for smoking some weed..like getting away from reality.sometime's our one head can be a bad neighbourhood.

 

Write down whatever is bugging you. You will feel better after you finish. You can post it, but don't have to.

 

I'm good. I'm actually just curious if anyone had an experience similar to that.
Happened to me after I got through hazing.

 

Nope, and contrary to popular opinion hazing is good

It helps to build character and creates an unbreakable bond between group or organizational members.



Hotwater

 

Not by definition in my book. Doesn't that depends on the hazing? Since there are obvious examples when there has little good followed from an intensive hazing party... I know I think twice before joining any hazing ritual but yes I am stubborn and do not care to be part of any group or organisation that tries to create a bond this way.

 

I suppose it does depend on the type of hazing.

When I joined the boy scouts my initiation involved being dragged through deep snow and ice in northern maine. That experience sticks with me today. I only wish every other childhood memory was as vivid as if it occurred yesterday :2thumbsup:


Hotwater

 

Sounds like PTSD.

 

Nope never

 

no, but i have cried myself to sleep many times...

and after my grandpa died i had nightmares for like a month straight...
I would dream of his death.. of him dying and of just other random things about him .. sometimes even like memories.. it was wierd.
But i would wake up in cold sweats crying and freaking out.. then i couldn't get back to sleep and those dreams have affected me in some serious ways.. even sometimes if i go to bed angry i will have fucked up dreams of my grandpa dieing :sad: i wake up crying and it is very scary...

i just try to meditate and keep my mind clear and happy and that helps prevent them.