Yeah so what that's how I feel....it sucks and stuff. Can anyone relate to this? well come and get fucked up on alcohol or drugs or both for all I care and bitch about it here......I cannot be the only one fed up with this shitty existence. And that is my rant for now.
my sucks too....i fucking lost everything i have, and i cannot find a job worth shit...i been living off my girls back, no car and shit, and it fucks me up...i just wantmoneyand a job and tomake shit happen...all the christians say because i'm being disobedient to god....yeah, i wanna get fuckedup too....got an xtra bed in colorado?
I'm living at my moms house...and probably going to have to get the fuck out of here soon whether I can afford it or not. Just hoping to come up with a way to afford it............I just want to get away from all the stupid drama and live my life. But no I am too much of a failure at everything, its just frusterating. And fuck what the christians say, half of them are hypocrites anyways...I mean Jesus said to fucking treat people how you want to be treated and don't judge people when your just as full of sin yourself. And what do half the christians do? the complete opposite they judge and they mistreat and you know what their Jesus would probably smoke a bowl with me before going to chill with them. And most actual christians I've met agree with this, which is the funny part.
Ditto, having a terrible day. I'm so tired of having this fucking coccyx pain all day everyday, so tired of being depressed, so tired of being anti-social and I'm really fucking tired of caring about what people think about me and being paranoid that people are always staring at me!!!! I'm tired of life period! Anyone care to switch bodies with me, or even just brains? I feel like getting wasted also, it's the only time I can forget about my sorrow and loneliness despite having a partner for over 8 years. I keep chasing the dream of happiness, but it's not looking too good for me. I don't think I have the feeling of happiness in me....I'm over it!
Fuck christians and fuck "god" if there were a god innocent kids wouldn't die everyday of diseases and my mom wouldn't have been a fucking whore meth head when I was young, and now I get blamed for her fuck ups! Now she "found god" and posts fucking bible quotes on her facebook page everyday....It just makes me want to tell the whole world all the fucked up bullshit she did when I was young and how she used me as a scapegoat to do drugs and cheat on my step father while I was in the other room playing all by myself. And she wonders why she has Crone's disease now? All I have to say is karma is a mother fucking bitch isn't it mother? Ahhh felt good to get that out! We all need to get drunk and cry together.
