every day i go somewhere like walmart,the mall, or any other big place and i do look at girls and guys down in the lower areas. but i never have been in any kind of relationship but would like to be in one. i do dream and think of being sexualy played with by a girl and guy and do feel horny alot but do jackoff alot but hate doing it by myself. i do have a history in my life that keeps me from going up to people and even talking to them. but thats a long boring story but haunts me in my life though and hate it. what to do?
Well your post didn't line up with your thread title. @title If guys and girls turn you on, aka, you wanna suck dick, like vag, get fucked or play with toys in your ass and want to sticky our dick in a vag, then you're probably bi! But doing the actual acts with someone is a much more intimate thing and only by exploring can you find what you like most. You may find, when the dick is in your face, you really don't wanna suck it. This is totaly up to you. I would recommend craiglist and whatever free sites you can find to hook up with both genders. See what you like. @OP Sounds like you just really crave any intimacy but are too nervous to actually make the moves you need to make. Taking my advice above, you may get over a lot of the nervousness (cuz it's really fun and not too hard, when you let it happen). Also, just try and talk with people. You're in a game shop, talk to the guy about MW3. See someone pondering something in [insert store here] then go up and offer some advice. Try and watch and see if the person is trying to get away from you or if they respond positively, see if you get a conversation to begin, branching off to various topics. If you feel like you are ugly or something, get a hair cut, spend 20$ on a billabong shit, buy some cargo shorts and some decent sandals. Maybe some light sunglasses. Boom, instant 'normal' look. Now you shouldn't feel awkward talking to people. After you check the mirror you may actually smile and want to go talk to people. Good luck!
