the chats meow

I think it's worse losing friends by accidents and sickness

especially sickness...especially when they know there is no hope of beating it ..and every time you see them you try to just be normal but you see them getting sicker and sicker and you know that theyll be dead soon

and you can't say anything because you don't know what to say

suicide is not so bad..at least you know they wanted it

 

I can't find my grandpa?

 

I managed to sell a contract on a Ipad2..... those are hard to come by! Not bad for day2

 

fuck...i was reading these latest posts while in line at the ferry and miised a hot chick that walked right by me.....

well done gg...are you on a salary/commission deal?

i used to hang out with my cousin back in the early 90s...his wife got really sick...we were quite close..going to many concerts together..she was a huge pot head just like me

when she got really sick i went and visited her in the hospital...i decided in advance that i would be my normal joking self...i took her outside in her wheel chair for her very last time looking at sky...cracked jokes...fed her....at her funeral her mom came and told me how i was the only one that was able to make her smile despite her failing health and that it meant alot to her

i think if/when i get sick and lay dying i am going to play jokes on everyone by pretending to die over and over till everyone ''gets it'' and starts acting normal around me

i have a busy day...kids and daughter came home yesterday...sonny is at a provincial camp...i am free to do wtf i want for 2 weeks

so today it is hot lunch with hot neighbor and then find me some blessings to smoke when i go visit mom and the kempenfest this long weekend

these guys are playing the festival
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That song Raise a lil hell is a classic!!! And I get Commish so it was nice.

 

*this is a collect call for such and such correctional facilities.. do you accept?* "Yes"

"Hey baby.. Wanna go out sometime?"

"omg I would love to.. im so hot.. and would love to date a convict"

"hey btw.. is your mom hot? My dad is looking for some hot wet puss" "Hey listen to me rap Yo Yo Yo A cat a bat a rat a gnat.. summers in canada i still wear a wool hat"

 

mark of a good friend is someone that is honest about everything....sometimes people[like my own daughter] are so fearful about hurting someones feelings or fearful of confronting what is in ones mind that things dont get fixed until they are truly broken...took my daughter 3 years to tell her hubby that she was unhappy to the point that he needed to leave...if she had of confronted him with her feelings the break up might[?] have gone better...now he is just angry and there is no convincing him otherwise..

.be as honest there as you are with us here

you are a huge knob...he is a youth so phone calls are free....the wool hat thing did crack me up...you still, in this raging heat, see hipster dufus types wearing winter hats


alright fucksters...i am 90 minutes from a joint and a hot neighbor

so you can all stop teasing me and trying to set me off...you bastards are heartless:love:

 

Hipsters.. Never knew looking like a gay lumberjack was considered "hip".. But then again Rolling.. you've been sporting that look for years

 

I woke up...made some coffee...checked my usual computer morning shit...then went and took and hour nap in the sun in my front yard in only boxers

NOW i can get ready for work.

 

im almost a volley ball pro,,,lol

 

Holy shit... Worst trip of my life. It was amazing, until about 2 or so hours in.. Out of nowhere it was like my entire body went numb and I had no feelings or emotions whatsoever, usually with 4-aco-DMT I get this amazing euphoric rushing energy feeling throughout my body, but that suddenly stopped as I felt nothing at all for hours... It was like my senses couldn't handle anymore and I just became fried..

I just laid there for hours, numb, no feeling, no emotions, and time felt as if it were frozen, it was like instant insane depression... And my thoughts were soo fucked up, I couldn't help but think gruesome shit, it was like I was craving self injury, and I kept seeing images of chopping off limbs and shit it was soo fuucked, I was just laying there twitching and tweaking wishing I was dead


I've never had a trip like that before, it was beyond fucked up, I'm done with this drug for a very long time... I still barely have any emotion or feeling back, I feel like complete shit..

 

^dose?

 

sounds like a good trip to me..

 

no,i think he said he uses condoms





i am in a rain storm ....anyone remembers last years med grow?.....the monsters behind the big fence and angry ass killer dogs?..pic is somewhere in my albums

you wont believe your fucking eyes when you see the pics of this year and hear my amazing luck of being in the right place at the right time

its like all the stars aligned perfectly...that is if i believed in that crap....gimme a few days and i will show y'all...

people who i want to be jealous
1-joker
2-only joker
3

 

I'm not even entirely sure, I thought I took a really small amount but I was already really baked before taking it so maybe I messed something up... I think it was mainly just the wrong place and time to trip, a lot of stuffs been happening lately and so I thought tripping would make me feel better, giving me that euphoria.. And it did for an hour or two, I don't know what happened but it just stopped, and it was like I was emotionally dead... I honestly can't even describe how horrible the feeling was, it was only a few hours but it felt like an entirety, I kept telling myself once I wake up in the morning I'll be done tripping and I'll feel good and normal again, but it didn't happen, I am done tripping of course but I still feel the same, it sucks, a lot..

 

Sorry about the bad trip.

 

''hotspot''=when drugs are being mixed and/or cut it is possible to hit an extremely potent ''hotspot'' that will fuck you up way more than the bulk of the mix...usually this happens with cocaine or heroin also X...i am sure it can happen with other drugs

what would you have done if it went even more wrong...isnt tripping alone supposed to be left to the experienced?

i am almost home...what a fan fuckin tastic day......affyaffyaffyaffyaffyaffyaffyaffyaffyaffyaffyaffyaffyaffy

 

I like the way you french inhale
nahwatimsayin

 

fuck yeah. Show was wicked, as is expected with anything the Rhymesayers are involved in.

 

aesop rock is coo