Not sure if my girlfriend really wants dosed

Hey everyone. I'm fairly new to the forums have kinda been lerking and out of the scene for a little over 2 years.

When me and my girlfriend started dating about a year ago, I was telling her about some of my college experiences. She had made it apparent to me that she was a very stern anti-drug person so I tried educating her. Every so often she shows new found interest in different drugs, MDMA and acid and shrooms the most. I think she trusts me when I gave her the whole good and bad spectrum of my understanding of drugs.

Lately she has been telling me that she really wishes the enlightenment of an LSD trip. We have gone to several music festivals together now so I could give her a glimpse on the scene and the crowd and show her we aren't the addicted mind maddened people she was portrayed. She oddly enough fits right in. She often calls people hippys, but in a good way where as at first I think she was degrading. I have my concerns though.

My first concern is her ego. It's incredibly fragile like mine once was. She is full of herself entirely on the outside and empty within herself on almost all interpersonal subjects. I'm concerned that her metal state of mind isn't stable enough for the other side. She has never taken pyschos before. She sometimes seems scared to hallucinate I think is her biggest concern.

My second is that the experience will have ill effects on our relationship. I think this concern mainly stems from the fact that I used to have some friends I would trip with, and at one point we went through some stuff that was a result of a trip that broke the connections between us. We have been dating for about a year, she is my childhood friend, my first kiss, and possibly my last. I don't doubt that a trip could tear us, but I'm afraid it could hurt. We both know that there are unspoken dis loyalties, that I'm afraid may surface during the trip.

I really want to open her up to the experience. I know LSD did me a whole lot of good with very similar issues she has. Mainly a big ego. I be no way want to try and fix her, but I do think that it could be a welcomed effect for her to get over herself. I know also that she is incredibly artistic like I couldn't even dream, but she is hindered by her ability to only view things from a mild standpoint. I think this could help her change her artistic perspective. I told her with most people like us, what goes in doesn't always come back out. We were both raised racist ignorant and to demean anything different. Habits I believe LSD and a strong group of loving friends helped me overcome.

 

Finding acid is hard, honestly, you may just have to pay for what you can get. Even if seems overpriced. I wouldn't pay more than $20 a hit, and have never even gone close to that amount of price, but that's my rule. I can usually get 5 hits for $40-45 and I think that's an incredible deal.

Anyways to the point, certainly ask her if she is interested before you even try to buy acid. I suggest you ask if she is interested and watch a documentary with her, then afterwards you can see if she is interested. I always suggest "The Beyond Within" you can find the full video on youtube.

If she is interested, after watching this documentary she should know what she needs to know before she goes into the trip. I also suggest looking at the Q and A of acid under "The Good Drugs Guide" Very useful. If she knows what she has to, she'll know she can be safe under the influence of acid.

If you trip together, hopefully you two will really connect. It could go either way, but I think if she gets educated enough about the subject, your headed in the right direction for a great experience. Best of luck!

 

I would honestly recommend having her try cannabis first if she is interested in LSD. I mean obviously they are different drugs, but cannabis is somewhat of a psychedelic so it might give her a better perspective on if she would want something with stronger effects of a similar nature. I mean I find its never good to take psychedelics if you're not 'sure' you want to. But yeah if the cannabis is too much for her then stronger psychedelics may not be a good idea.Though keep in mind every individual varies so what is true for one may not be true for others.

Other then that some people say its best to try mushrooms and see how you handle those first before LSD, as supposedly LSD is more intense. But I find I've had more intense mushroom trips so I guess there is no one size fits all for this or maybe I just didn't do enough LSD.

Has she done any research of her own? I think it is usually a good idea for the individual who wants to try any drug to look it up and learn about it before indulging.

 

Has she ever tried smoking any weed?




:hippy:

 

If she's scared to hallucinate and experience basic effects of psychedelics then you obviously have lots of prep work to do with her before she's ready to take a psychedelic. Start with pot, MDMA, then move up to stronger stuff. She should do some actual scholarly research on the topic, hanging out with people who are high on it is not the same. She needs the medical facts.

I edited your post and removed the part where you ask for help in scoring a narcotic substance on a public forum read by police every day. You're welcome

 

Hey thanks! haha.

Yeah she has tried pot she doesn't really ike it, she says it just makes her slow and dumb. I experience different effects personally. She has done a little, talking to people that have done it.

Personally I feel like mushrooms are a more intense trip then acid, but I enjoy a LSD trip more.

 

If she's artistic minded than I'm sure she'll appreciate the LSD experience, it could be very good for her ego as well, perhaps give her new perspectives and help her understand interpersonal subjects better. As far as the effect on your relationship as Black Lotus said it could go either way, it could make you feel closer or it could make you feel more apart, Mdma would be more effective in that area.

 

by disloyalties, do you mean that you have both cheated, and you each know it, but haven't discussed it?

if that's the case, and since you mentioned it here, it's obviously on your mind, and it maybe WOULD come up during the trip.

i suggest you talk about that while sober, and probably before you try LSD together.

i don't think it's necessary to try mdma, or shrooms (or pot) before trying acid. i gave some to my brother after he had only tried pot and he loved it. he didn't research it himself either, but THAT is generally a good idea.


what happened on the trip with you and your one friend that caused a rift between you guys? if you don't mind sharing