First of all no one in my family has any history of mental illnesses.....just wanted to get that out of the way. Anytime I have really intense trips there always comes a point where I believe I am god or that I am everyone and everyone is me. For the past 2 days I have been thinking that I am god. I'm not 100% convinced of it. I believe I am god in the same manner a non-active religious person will have some slight belief in a god yet live life like there isn't one because there belief is very small. Should I be worried? I forgot to mention I am a...well from what other people tell me I am very arrogant and narcissistic so maybe this belief in god simply stems from psychoactive enhancing my personality traits?
Maybe you are a bit crazy.But then so am I and it's okay.Main thing is to be able to function in the real World to a reasonable degree.You know some times we have to go out there and act normal.So we need more spaces where we can all just let it hang out.Even if that's just a place in your mind...It's alright...
Some say everyone is their own god. Also though unless this is interfering with your ability to function to your normal level you're probably not going crazy, just thinking about things more openly because of the tripping probably. Unless you meant random mind trips and not drug trips...if your brain makes you trip without drugs you might be going crazy. I don't really know I am not a psychiatrist just a fucked in the head individual.
You're lucky if you can act normal. I imagine it makes dealing with the whole 'real world' much easier.
I've had a lot of practice of acting normal in the public arena.Straight face,head down and ignore everything...Of course occasionally I do some freak out dancing in the shopping mall just to entertain the folks...
Feeling omnipotent, omnipresence is a common affect on psychedelics for me. I interpret it and understand it to be the awareness of how powerful your actions can be. I also attribute it to all the crazy technology and the high status of living is in a first-world country, making me feel like I have anything I need at hand. The feeling that I am you, and you are me - getting there from the idea of being GOD or godlike, makes me believe in god as an essence that every living being possesses to a degree, which is WHY I feel like I and everything are connected. I don't think you are going crazy; maybe you could stop tripping for a while and these feelings will subside a little.
everyone knows there is only one god and since it is me you are most definitely crazy to think that it is you
thats nice to know, the feeling's of being god have already subsided so I guess I was just thinking about my trips too much.
