Ohkay So Ive Been Bisexual For Over 4 Years,And I Had My First Girlfriend Before My First Boyfriend And I Loved It. But Now Ive Been Super Attracted To Girls And Girls Only. Yes Ive Dated about 4 Guys In The Past And Everytime We Would Kiss Or Have Sex Like Licking Me Etc (No Intercourse ) It Felt So Awkward And Uncomfortable And I Had This Feeling From All 4 Guys. But When I Would Do Sexual Things With A Girl I Liked It. I Feel No Attraction To Guys In That Way Such As,Their Body And I Really Dislike Penis Its Weird And Nasty Looking And Feeling. For Years Lesbian Porn Was The Only Thing That Turn Me On Like Crazy. I Hate Watching Guy To Woman Sex Its Just Not Me And It Doesnt Turn Me On At All. Ive Been Feeling So Into Woman Lately And Its Not About Sex Either. I Dont Want To Experiment I Just Love The Beauty Of Girls. I always Get Butterflies,and Blush Alot When Im Around Them. Especially If Im Really attracted To Them. Yesterday I Saw This Beautiful asian Girl,and I Kept Staring at Her Then Here Comes The Butterflies. I Couldnt Stop Staring At Her Beautiful Shiny,long,Hair. and Her Soft Pretty Legs and Feet. I Just Thought To Myself Like "OMG What Am I Doing" But I Couldnt Help It And It Felt So Right. I Try To Make Myself Star At Guys But Theres Just No Kind Of Spark Or Feeling. Evern If The Guy Is Cute I Just Cant Think Of Him In That Way. Idk If Im Really Gay But Im Just Slightly Confused Because I Knew Ive ALWAYS Been More Attracted To Girls. But Since I Was Bisexual I Thought It Was Normal But Now Its Getting Serious And I Love It. Im Inlove With A Girl Now,I Fantasize About Her And I Always Think Of Us Getting Married Yes I Would LOVE To Marry a Woman. I Wake Up Everyday Just Being So Surprised That I Feel This Way About Girls. My Mom Would Kill Me But I Cant Help It. I Stare At Girls All The Time And I Know Im Not Curious Or Anything Because I Already Experimented When I Was Younger and I Loved It. Sorry This Is So Long But I Really Need Some Advice. Hopefully From Lesbians Thanks
How do you type so much with every word starting with a capital letter? You're probably still bisexual.
For starters, i don't believe that anyone is 100% gay or straight. Now, I might be labeled as a lesbian but its never that simple. Would you call a woman a lesbian if she only loves and is attracted to one woman? I wouldn't. My opinion.... stop worrying and putting so much emphasis on labels. Just understand how you feel about people you come into contact with... and if you REALLY want a label... use the base label "Pansexual". Also, your feelings are normal, many people feel the same and through exploration they find relative answers. HAHAHAHA... sounds like a bunch of BS huh? but just think about it. *We are forever changing... changing our minds, our hearts, our beliefs, our senses, our lives and we are not stationary. The only aspect of our life that does not change is the certainty of death*
