I have a hard time even believeing suicide is an easy way out. I assume you know what must be pushed mentally to actually step over that line. I don't believe their is anything easy about it.
Then you’ve never held a loaded gun up to your forehead with your finger on the trigger and though for a moment “I can do this but I won’t because I want to live", but yeah - no sweat” Hotwater
The hard way out is hoping death will take you in its icy grip before you have to deal with yet another monotonous task or interaction...yet, it doesn't...it waits...until the hope is replaced by dementia.
working everyday...paying your taxes so other people can get their welfare checks to buy dog and cat food for their 20 pets...and weed ...and take vacations and then dying right before the private pension you funded extra for your own retirement is collectible.
Lowering your standards and realizing life sucks most of the time, but you will still be happy and push forward.
What's hard about life? My animals stay fed, I smoke my weed, and take vacations whenever! Life is good my friends.