I feel so inferior. Things that people can usually figure out need to be explained more to me. Sometimes things a person say sound cryptic to me when someone without aspergers can easily understand it.
I would suggest living for you and not dwelling on things you can't change. I'm diabetic, I have to carry hormenes necessary for life around with needles and blood sugar testing equipment in order to stay alive, and will never be that healthy, and will not live that long, and will likely die painfully of complications to diabetes many years before anyone I even know. I'd trade for aspergers, I think.
CV, dwell on the things you can do, not the things you can't. We all have our strengths and weaknesses.