So, I just wanted to say how weed pretty much saved my life. :angel: In the couple of weeks before I had ever smoked, I was having some major depression issues. Like, BAD. I did not want to be alive, & I felt like I had reached the end of the road. I was joining online therapy websites, breathing exercises, journaling, etc. Nothing seemed to be working and I didn't want to ask for help because it seemed to me like no one cared anyway. Then one day I was texting a friend, saying how I wish I could just get a pack of cigs (didn't have an ID yet) thinking that might make me feel different & he mentioned something else he could do for me instead. Weed! I had never done it, never really wanted to, but didn't think badly about it, & my motto is "I'll try anything at least.. 3 times" lol. So I said I'm in and one day I went out & smoked with a few friends. (Awesome time btw. "Ripped" someone told me lol) But as I was sitting there, I just felt this change & the "happy me" was alive again. I saw everything from a different perspective. Life was good.. Of course it was, I was smoking haha but it stayed that way even when I hadn't smoked for a long time. And to this day I haven't had bad thoughts or been depressed or anything! It still amazes me. Thank you Mother Nature! :2thumbsup:
it's almost impossible to be anything except happy on weed. Even if your dog drives your car off a cliff, you smoke a bowl and it becomes funny, nevermind the fact that you lost your dog and your car.
Awesome good for you. Glad your happy now. I've suffered from deppression alot and weed helps me but i just get way too paranoid now because of all the cocaine and pharmaceutical pills i've snorted in my time i think contributes to that anxiety. I used to smoke all the time no problem. If your going to try any psychedelic in the future start out with San Pedro Cactus, i tripped the other night and it was so awesome and so positive that i couldn't have a bad trip if i wanted to. Not at all scary you just float along peacefully and there's nothing wrong in the world. I guess everyone has there reactions to different drugs. The only thing is you might throw up or feel like you need to, but if you do it's all good you'll feel even better and it's healthy for you too the cactus that is physically. Well glad your doing good. Peace.
