Some time ago I became curious about M/M sex. After several months as much as a year I decided to act on my curiosity. There was a store I frequented often. A guy that worked there always gave me special attention. I usually ignored it but maintained a friendly demeanor. One evening as he walked from the store with me I thanked him and asked why he was so attentitive to me. He explained that he like the way I carry myself. I was flattered and advised him I had fantasies about man to man relationships and asked if I could call. To make a long story short, he lived alone and a few days later he invited me to his home. I was elated and turned on by his invite. I met with him, we had a few drinks and talked. I was embarrased to tell him I desired to have a gay relationship. He asked bluntly what I really wanted. I told him I would like to have him make love to me. I had a strong desire to lick and suck a dick I don't know where these desires developed however they were strong I couldn't deny my desires. He seemed surprised as I slid from the sofa and kneeled on the floor between his legs. He sat there as I opened his trousers, pulled his clothing down and proceeded to lick and suck his dick. He pulled me up to him and we kissed long and soft. He directed me to his bedroom where we undressed, lay on the bed and kissed and rubbed each others erection. He had a very long dick, at least eight inches. He asked me to stand and bend over in front of a mirror as he lubricated me. I looked in the mirror as he slowly entered me. There was much discomfort but I was determined to feel him inside of me. After a short time the pain subsided. I yielded to his slow and easy thrusts inside of me, I felt his dick throb as he began to cum I wanted his cum inside of me and I told him so. He let go inside of me and I felt almost feminine I back into him and felt his pelvis and pubic hair on my buttocks. Afterwards we lay on the bed his dick inside of me. He began to grow inside of me and he ejaculated again. Afterwards he went to the bathroom and wet a wash cloth with very warm water and cleaned me thouroughly. Shorly after, I developed shameful feelings and did not return for a long time. I wish I had maintained our relationship. I'm now older and the same desires have returned.:afro::love:
I'm currently searching for a man to make love with, I have a fantasy I wish to act out. I'm straight acting so it's difficult finding someone to trust. My desire is to devlop a relationship with a man to the point we can make passionate love to one another. I dream about taking showers together,drying off and gently massaging each other. While touching and lightly licking one another's lips. Feeling the weight of him on me and experiencing his dick as it grows hard on my body. I want him to slowly lubricate my anus and finger fuck me. Before entering my anus I would suck his dick until I feel him about to cum. I want to change positions and insert his dick inside my tight anus. I would contrict my sphincter as he slides in an out of me. I want to feel him begin to cum then pull out and cum all over my hole then enter me again. I him to fuck me face to face with my legs over his shoulders. I would yield to him completely.