Wow, so last night i boiled about 15-25 grams of San Pedro at about 6:00 p.m. It was pretty hard to get down but not too bad. I got the typical nasea and a headache about 10 mins. later. At about the 2 hour mark i felt like i needed to throw up and i was starting feel it, i sat around the toilet for a 30 min. feeling like i needed to puke and nada it goes away and i'm escalated into the beginning of the trip. I was watching a Dave Matthews & Tim Reynolds #41 video and i swear to God there was an alien, the typical alien face on Dave's shirt it was pretty wierd but cool. Then i went to look at myself in the mirrir because i always try to align my back because it's always so tense and feels out of line. So i'm sitting therer twisting my arms and stretching trying to relax my body and then i start to notice my right side of my face is swollen a bit. I thought i was an alien for a minute and realized that i've alienated myself from other people because of my beliefs about myself. So i end up spending most of my time trying to relax my back muscles taking baths and stretching, in deep thought noticing patterns and faces in things and just really flowing along with the experience without fear at all. Everynow and then the throw-up feeling would hit me because i was drinking lots of water but faded quickly. I ended up falling alseep at about 3 a.m. and i've never woken up so many times in one night (not a bad thing though) but finally I woke up for good this morning at about 9 a.m. feeling o-so-refreshed and happy and sooooo relaxed it's amazing. The thing i love about San Pedro is that it's so mellow, no panic, it's introspective but it doesn't feel so much that what your thinking about yourself is attached to you. I can't even smoke weed without having a panic attack. Overall it was a really good first time psychedelic experience for me, my back feels amazing today, no pain at all, i feel more aligned and relaxed. I don't feel the need to smoke so many ciggarretts or gobble down food like i'm starving or something or think too hard about things, just let it come to me, go with the flow. And if your going to try it, do it somewhere in nature! Not surrounded by radiation from your computer or enclosed in your room. I'm not very good at explaing things but i tried! I love San Pedro! Just do it! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19GTZ9_fezI Here's the #41 video look on the left side of Dave Matthews shirt (Right Shoulder) Right above the guitar i still see the alien face. Tell me if you see it! Pause at 1:15
Thanks for sharing! The san Pedro trip has a beautiful flow, that's good its helping you past the experience too.
Yeah I think it's just magical! A friend of mine who's never taken a psychedelic before (he was nervous as hell) enjoyed 4 potent doses of it, and really got something out of the experience. I liked your insights you explained in the trip, it truly is a spiritual thing. Take care!
wow, yes i think it's unavoidable to get something out of the experience even at lower doses. And thank you.