I want to try MDMA

you're welcome. It's hard to describe, it feels like you're rolling on E, but there's a secondary factor that makes one feel, goofy, if you will. I kept checking my pockets, also everything looked really strange, kinda like an LSD trip. But I was also doing cocaine. Hell! most of the time I would do a line without knowing if it was K or coke lol

 

I also want to try MDMA. I have tried just about every other "category" of drugs (I recently databased my drug usage and came up with 28 different substances not even including psychiatric medication) but have always "forgotten" about MDMA and empathogens.

I even recall in the past making slighting remarks at people like "Why the hell would you want to use MDMA? It sounds like such a stupid and pointless drug. If you want euphoria, take an opioid." which in retrospect I cringe at making such egotistical pontifications. I was probably quite high on either Adderall or Ritalin (snorted) when I made those types of remarks haha!

But I now "secretly" want to get my hands on some MDMA, because the "last frontier" of my psyche seems to be social interaction. I genuinely lack the ability to feel much empathy for others and I cannot pick up on non-verbal, non-literal cues from people, especially good-looking women, for the life of me. I have been told I have Asperger's Syndrome, although I told my psychiatrist to not list in in my official file simply because having Schizoaffctive Disorder sounds bad enough...

But honestly, when the opportunity presents itself next to obtain some, I will be getting it.

 

I posted this in another thread responding to the above poster etkearne actually to describe the effects of MDMA...

I usually suggest exploring the 175-200 mgs range, and explore 200+ mgs myself but I prefer the psychedelic effects which I find make themselves more apparent at higher doses and I have done MDMA for 8 years now so I may have accumulated some tolerance/diminishing returns over the years.

As I mentioned with MDMA, I prefer psychedelic effects and same goes with Ketamine. I usually take 200-250 mgs insuffalated Ketamine which produces a 'K-hole.' I'd recommend if this is what you want to pursue that the minute after you are done snorting go find yourself a bed/couch or whatever to lay down in because it seriously disrupts your muscle coordination and you will for lack of a better description check out of reality for about an hour. I'd recommend a sitter or make sure to lay on your stomach to prevent choking on your vomit if you want to explore this dose, which is really the only part of the Ketamine experience I feel worth exploring. Personally I've never vomited on ketamine or been witness to it but it's supposedly not too uncommon.

Ketamine at this 'K-hole' level makes you feel significantly detached from your surroundings. So music, talking, bright lights and all that often is generally considered an enhancement for most psychedelics can become distracting with Ketamine. Perceptions are like leaving your body, experiencing alternate realities, ego death, time ceasing to exist, dream stories that play out in your mind, difficult stuff to explain and dramatically different than Hallucinogens like LSD, however it can be as, if not more mind altering. Interestingly enough unlike most psychedelics, as far as Ketamine can remove you from reality, it's less common to have a bad trip with it because it knocks you out so heavily, so it has a comfort to it that approaches the level of opiates and it can be more addictive/compulsive than other psychedelics for some.

At lower doses, ketamine can kind of be like a trippy alcohol with a slight energetic kick to it. Motor coordination can still be impaired so moving around may be difficult like if you were really drunk, depth perception is significantly altered so people and objects often appear either much further or closer than they actually are. Music can sound pretty good at lower doses but it's kind of distorted. This can be a fun and intoxicating level but it lacks the sense of profundity of the 'K Hole.'

If you plan on taking both of them I'd recommend taking the Ketamine when coming down off the MDMA rather than when peaking on both. There are some people who like peaking on both but I find it a messy high and they sort of cancel out some of the others effects. With that being said, taking a 'K Hole' dose at the 4-5 hr comedown mark of MDMA has produced some of the deepest, most profound experiences I've had with Ketamine.

 

I am back! WOAH!

 

So have you tried it yet?

 

yea. well.. i went out for a week .. and tried E, also did something i never planned

 

lol whats the something you never planned?

 

probably got naked and gave all of his buddies backrubs

 

Sorry, but, I had to laugh at this!!!