Dream about my current boyfriend I've had for a WHILE NOW..

I've been having problems with my current boyfriend for some time now ,
but we've been managing to work things out.
I've wanted to break up with him but I've never did.
Ever time I got to that point of doing it , he persuaded me out of it.
Anyway for ALMOST A MONTH STRAIGHT , I've been having dreams
about random stuff and some way EVERY NIGHT my boyfriend works
his way into my dreams and in my dreams he does something to hurt me
(But I never quite understand what he did to hurt me.. It's like I'm just mad at
him..I know he did something, the feeling is so deeply painful , but my dream never clearly tells me what he did wrong. )
and I break up with him and he begs to be back with me..
And I never take him back.. . and I have this deep, painful feeling in the dream
& WHEN I WAKE UP..
SMH.
Any ideas of what this might mean ?

 

It sounds like you don't feel very confident or secure in your relationship with your boyfriend. I suspect this dream means you should be careful with him; you seem to fear that he will cause you pain.

Because you dream about him every night, it is clear that you have powerful feelings for him. Would you be happier and healthier with him or without him?

 

I do have very powerful feelings for him.. and Ugh , I don't know ...
That's kinda where I'm skeptical at -- We have ups & downs and I sometimes
want to leave , but I feel like I shouldn't , I feel like if I do .. I'm just
giving up on our relationship..

 

I had dreams about the gal I was with last and they were 100% fucking accurate.. she was very dishonest and my dreams would let me know that she is lying again and I'd call her out on it.

One morning after waking up from a dream like that I was laying next to her in bed feeling so fucking disgusted and I touched my index finger into the palm of her hand and my heart hurt bad.

After I removed my finger it stopped hurting.

My two cents for ye is that the dreams are speaking something important.. your conscience.

I'd leave that relationship behind and work on yourself. Get your mind right.

 

That's what I'm scared of though ..
leaving him & knowing my dreams were right .
Maybe , I'm just in denial.
He's the only person I've felt deeply about..

 

You can feel anything deeply.. hatred.. resentment.. love.. compassion.

Why the hell would you be scared of leaving someone and having your dreams be right?

That is a beautiful thing to have your inner guide working so well.

 

UUhh , cause I still love that person . Lol.
But .. I'm gonna eventually leave when I build courage .

And my inner guide scares me.. Does that mean I'm sorta one of those physic people?

 

What you are experiencing is intuition. Every human has it. Instinct.

 

.. Which I don't want.

 

Yes you do. Listen to it. If your gut is telling you the guy you are with is going to hurt you, then that's something to be concerned about. Or you could just have some issues with trust and security, since you also sleep with a knife under your pillow and your dad is an abusive womanizer. Maybe you are afraid to get closer?

 

And maybe that's the reason why..
To think about it , I have a very hard time trusting men in general.