Yeah. It is usually us two posting back and forth haha. Here is today's schedule: 9:00 am - 15 mg Adderall IR oral 12:30 pm - 3.5 mg Suboxone Film 2:00 pm - 22.5 mg Adderall IR oral Might do 7.5 mg Adderall nasal this afternoon if I still feel tired. Not sure yet.
I'll only take 7.5 mg for my third dose so it will even out haha. I occasionally like to take 22.5 mg in the afternoon if I am feeling particularly "perky" and up-beat. It seemed to work, considering between when I posted that and now, I completely re-arranged my apartment and drastically improved the look of it to make it more clean and modern. Gotta love the amphs. Also, it is worth noting, I decided to re-start taking my blood-pressure medication, Lisinopril. The reason is that I have been doing a lot of physical activity and moving shit lately and I was REALLY getting exhausted. Like my heart rate was around 180 or so, which is scary as fuck. So I decided to go back on the pill. So far, it has worked very well. My heart isn't pounding out of my chest as much, I can exercise more, and best of all: it actually enhances the Adderall high since it cancels out a lot of the physical 'jitters' that come with the high, leaving a purely mental stimulation resembling a purely Dextro-Amphetamine product (like Vyvanse a bit). Lisinopril is an ACE Inhibitor and has almost no side effects. The only side effect I ever had is a mild "dry cough" that comes and goes once a week or so for a few hours. Other than that, I don't notice it, unlike what a Beta-Blocker is like, which feels like shit (I used to take Propranolol). High blood pressure runs rampant in my family and it killed many of my ancestors when they were only in their late 60's. So I think I should stick with the pill so I can live at least until 75 or so, which I hope to do.
Ok. So I am going on a weekend trip to the Jersey Shore (no association with the crappy television series) so I will likely be "treating" myself to more than the usual drug intake. So here is today's schedule: Already took: - 8:00 am -15 mg Adderall IR oral - 12:00 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall IR oral - 12:30 pm - 1.5 mg Suboxone Film - 1:45 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall IR nasal For Later: ~ 3:00 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall IR nasal ~ 6:30 pm - 7.5 mg Add IR nasal ~ 8:30 pm - 7.5 mg of the same stuff ~ 10:00 pm - 3 mg Suboxone Film And tomorrow consists of laying out on the beach from say 11:00 am - 4:00 pm, which will mean I would take Suboxone to relax and pass out in the sun. Then my buddy and I are hitting up Atlantic City that evening, so some Adderall will be consumed for sure! Talk about Dopamine reinforcement...casino + speed. At least I am so poor that I can only bet $20 or so and couldn't get my hands on more money if I wanted to! But I have been honing my black-jack skills this past week (I used to be really good) so I am hoping for some fun and maybe even a win!
More people should post in this thread. I know there are more than two or three people on this forum that take pharmaceutical medications. You DON'T have to be abusing them to post here! It is just a thread for people to talk about their benefits and problems of their medication regimens. Sunday, May 20: 10:00 am - 15 mg Adderall IR oral (got up late) 12:30 pm - 15 mg Adderall IR nasal 2:30 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall IR nasal 2:45 pm - 2 mg Suboxone Film sublingual 3:45 pm - same as above LATER: 4:45 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall oral 6:00 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall oral 7:30 - 9:00 - 3 mg Suboxone Film 8:00 pm - 900 mg Lithium Carbonate 8:00 pm - 0.75 mg Klonopin 8:00 pm - 5 mg Zyprexa
Ok so I figured I'd give the pharm side a try. Nice to see you on the "other side" ETK. Today I had a fractured tooth fixed so I did a no no but not to bad. I had 15mgs morphine (orally actually! Yay!) 40mgs hydrocodone 400mgs Tagamet 4mgs zanaflex Herb Hash And probably a couple shots o rum later. Yay! Great day! NOT! My damn mouth hurts.
I was really freaking tired today and no matter how much Adderall I took, I couldn't perk up. Sometimes I just have days like this for no apparant reason. I figure that sometimes my medications probably "back-up" the liver's ability to metabolize them, and cause some sort of toxicity. Then, over the next day, it seems to get back to normal. TODAY: 7:30 am - 15 mg Adderall IR oral 9:00 am - 12:30 pm - SLEEP (I know...weird) 12:45 pm - 15 mg Adderall IR oral 3:45 pm - 15 mg Adderall IR oral (6:00 pm) - 3.5 mg Suboxone sublingual
2mg ativan for me.... more than usual. took one because i was starting to feel the beginnings of an episode of anxiety... and added the second because i figured that since i have hundreds, i might as well. i'll probably smoke a bit of weed with it too.
May eat like 6000mg of neurotin lol. Don't know though. Actively staying sober right now having just returned from treatment def gonna ease myself back into anything I may induldge in.
Pharmaceuticals for Friday: 8:30 am - 15 mg Adderall IR oral 11:45 am - 15 mg Adderall IR oral 12:45 pm - 1.5 mg Suboxone Film sublingual 2:30 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall IR oral + 7.5 mg Adderall IR nasal Later: ~4:30 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall IR nasal ~6:00 pm - 0.5 mg Klonopin + 2.5 mg Suboxone Film I haven't had a "crazy" day in quite some time, mainly because my grandmother is in the hospital and quite ill, so I have been very busy and not much time for fun stuff. But tomorrow night, if my grandmother is still recovering well, I will probably see my friends and have extra Adderall and maybe even one or two puffs of Cannabis if my friend still has the Indica-heavy strain (I won't smoke Sativa-heavy pot as it makes me nervous).
Damn man, i hope your grandmother makes a speedy recovery. Sending positive vibes your way. You should for sure have a couple tokes, especially if its some dank nuggatory. When was the last time you smoked cannabis? I dont really recall any recent or posts at all of you discussing recent use. Also man not in anyway calling you out, but you are always very precise with your doses of the pharms you take, in such relativley small amounts, day after day, dont you find you build up a tolerance to these substances?
Thank you for the best wishes. She is doing better today even compared to yesterday, so things are going in the right direction for once. As for me and Cannabis, when I was around 18-20, I would partake relatively often, like once or twice per week, usually to celebrate the end of the school week at college (I commuted to college but my one friend had a near-campus apartment to smoke and relax at). In fact, at that time, it was my "drug of choice" since other than alcohol, that is all I had experienced. However, as college ended and life moved on, I simply stopped smoking, and, probably for the worse, started drinking very heavily (along with all of my friends - we went through an 'alcoholic' phase from ages 21-23). Since then, I usually don't smoke simply because I have been in "recovery" from my mental illness and I didn't want to trigger anything (not that it had triggered anything before...but I just wanted to be safe). But now that it has been a good two years since a MAJOR mental health crisis, and since I have experienced psychedelics, I feel no harm in occasional smoking, but like I said, I hate Sativa-heavy mixes as they make me rather "jumpy" and "jittery". But Indica is great. While most people just pass out asleep, I stay awake, but in a very silent, meditative state (not unlike opioids) where I am in my own little universe. In regards to how I don't build a tolerance despite being on stimulants for 5 years straight (and 5 other years as a younger child) and opioids for 3 years now, it is mainly because I don't let myself "up" the dose. So even if I know it would be a hell of a good time to take like 90 mg of Adderall, I simply won't do it, because my "knowledge" of what 90 mg feels like will make the normal 30 mg or whatever feel "weak". The same with opioids. In addition, I supplement my medication with some form of non-psychoactive NMDA-antagonist which is clinically proven to lower tolerance to opioids and dopaminergic stimulants. I usually use Agmatine (an amino-acid derivative) but I ran out and haven't ordered more from the online health-foods store, so I have been using Chelated Magnesium (Magnesium Glycinate) the past week, which works nearly as well.
I would hate to have the Pharm Bump disappear into the oblivion, so I will bump. Today: 8:30 am - 15 mg Adderall IR oral 11:45 am - 2 mg Suboxone Film (a tad early for some reason...) 2:00 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall IR nasal 3:00 pm - 7.5 mg Adderall IR nasal 3:45 pm - the same Later I will likely just have another 2 mg of Suboxone. I am done with Adderall for the day for sure!
just a single ativan for me today. 1mg helps with my anxiety without me really noticing any effects. it's the perfect dose for when i'm feeling anxious but it's not a full blown anxiety attack.
Yeah. That is what 0.25 mg of Klonopin will do for me. If, for some reason, I get irritated early-on in the day, so that I will not get sedated, I will just take 1/2 of a 0.5 mg tablet. It usually works out well.
I keep forgetting to post this. A couple days ago I insufflated adderall for the firs time. ~5mg It was slightly more of a rush than I expected at first, but I still think I should increase the dose next time.