No one has been given the time when they will be taken from this universe by their higher power. What's a higher power have against an individual knowing when they will have been taken from this universe in advance? If I were the higher power I'd let you know in advance when you are to be taken from this universe by me. Since you don't know when in advance it makes you think you are to be left in some kind of hell till your physical body gives. F that! I want out long before this physical body is due passing away. My physical body is being too damn slow at passing away. I want to be free from this universe in a hurry. The honorable thing to do is play authority over your own life for well-being sakes. Life doesn't quit.
I see what you mean, though I am not asking for those specifics, despite being built on a similar premise as a mentality. Cannot wait to get out of here myself. I find seeing a single moment in its purest form negates those worries and resets the system, try looking at your room and imagining you are a single moment, you are put here right then, you never existed before and you may aswell see what this hell hole is.