LSD. Lysergic acid diethylamide. A worrysome drug of incalculable long term damage to genetic lineage?. (not spellchecked, or rechecked I need sleep) (*)=moved to bottom of doc as things you may prefer not to read, since you may prefer your own belief systems. The basic standpoint I choose to begin with: The arguments for the usage controlled or otherwise of LSD are negateable, I do not like the damn drug, I do not like its spiritual usage or its probable side effects at a rarely measurable level. The basic background you need to grasp: Firstly, the spiritual aspect of its usage appears to ba a grey enough area that people can proceed given terms such as 'vision quest' (whether those words are used or merely mentally implied through perceptual attitude). I will tell you straight, that LSD can place within a subject who is peaceful, amplified, yet not permanently overwhelming (yet permanently slightly present) psychological changes pertaining to the mind of some in the terms of 'psychological hardness' yet to others 'psychological alteration' the second term to those people would normally be viewed in the negative sense much like it could mean the subject was part of a kind of MK ultra style programming technique. (Manmade Killer?, I mean face it, thats kind of what they aim at, at least if not completely to assess potential enemy insurgent capability under influence of said substance, particularly more true as the world readies its capability to detect fluctuations in potential terrorist bodily functions at mental to physical level) I am fairly sure that groups such as those are not overly keen to release every piece of 'heresay' evidence which they or thier subjects appear to have aquired, through thier endeavor to learn of this substances effects. I myself have been tested under this drug with such television movies as 'the silence of the lambs' thrust before my eyes. (this kind of thing is often expected of firesnake virgo's, though not all are subjected to such things, not many if the country is sensible and secure). Also I have had mental imagery thrust upon my person within, possibly from without, which one may suggest is the dark side of the spirit world, if one is familiar with such notions to begin with. It is somewhat unfortunate to some, who have a 'good trip' that this kind of drug is so worrysome, but your rabbit hole is about to get darker because I want it off the streets, you can read further why shortly. I will write a timeframe relative to this users attitude before/after based explanation, also I intend to alleviate your worry, with regards current ex-users potential risk to the populous. Subsection: Mentality relative to foriegn substances at subatomic level. I write this very brief section to the best of my current ability, given science is indeed mostly angled (currently) towards biological reckoning of molecular values with regards interactivity of components resident and foriegn. Which I am certain explains a lot, but I am as equally certain it fails in this area. Einstien I suspect, would choose to simplify the founding start of this work to its root level, though I suppose I will never know if he would begin at the following paragraph or if he would have chosen an avenue outside my own vision. Energy based intellectual reasoning is essentially avenue of least resistance based in basic premise, so it follows that biological alteration of channeled energy pathways, even if briefly imposed, alters the likelyhood of similar future thoughts (to ones you have mostly) bieng similar to the present expectations of tomorrows thoughts. The above paragraph can be heavily elaborated on, yet to do so would only prompt the further inquisitive pondering in some, as to what is true and what is alterable, to what end. Particularly given adaptive intelligence which struggles to find its new centre amidst change, may actually tell a truth which ceases to exist, given the change completes away from said notion. This would usually, at any rate, merely prove it was unlikely that a human intelligence would remain at such a juncture, amidst change. The reason I think it is like that is because energy prefers state X to state Y, State X bieng the state of biological comfort, State Y bieng the state of biological malfunction. The above paragraph does not prove a lie or a truth exists, only that a truth which is currently a lie, could change the course of history towards mankinds dislike of its own future, though the plausibility exists, that where mankind is incorrect, by his own admission, a middleground truth might be found to correct such problem, however it would not be easily aquired by the rest of the world, it would most certainly be irritating and somewhat difficult to adapt to. (*1 ) Keeping it simple.. The timeframe before/after. There I was, a fairly standard and VERY physically fit young boy/man. Having an average to above average IQ, yet very few social skills and few GCSE grades of high value, both due to my busy moving around in youth and my reluctance to worry about making many friends or to keep on top of my schoolwork beyond the minimum expected of me, you might say.. Quite correctly, I was a rogue element of relative calm and order amidst expectation of such. I had only recently left school and the final leaving day still brought a smile to my face. I had not really been part of any kind of 'community spirit', this was not so much the flaw creating factor in my life that you might believe, my founding beliefs were very similar to most 'good' people, excepting my tendency to live for today and perhaps (rarely) steal what I thought would not damage lives if it were missing. Stealing things which could cause upset or serious financial stress was against my belief in a kind of karma. It was at this stage in my life that I dabbled with chemical substances, I had debated the issue for quite a while, but trusted my own ability to drop addiction, which was the case since I did not need to constantly drink and did not get irritated if I had no smoke, just boredom kept me into it, I put it down to not having a lot to do, combined with having little money and lots of time. Subsection: schooling.. I think the begining to take psychodelic substances came before the pentagram drawing, Chest high, pretty, yes I said it, PRETTY infant fettling me as I lay in bed, Horizontally challenged to hieghts perception (and me fettling back, half asleep after drug mayhem) and neighbors killing animals then storing the corpses in thier under stairs cupboard, yet I am not certain what came first (fear and loathing in las vegas is a clone of mine's biography). Had I known Satanic forces had interest in my birthdate I would have perhaps stayed off the acid, perhaps not. Perhaps only in hindsight so definately never again (all true). I had not been told at school much about drugs and what 'memory loss' actually was, to me it seemed to give me the attitude 'So I lose a few memories, as though when I drink I lose a few brain cells'.. You may now, see this is a somewhat simplistic attitude, particularly for someone who could pass science exams exceptionally well back then if the subject matter was there to learn. However you would probably also be able to suggest that most youngsters believe such thoughts as true given those thoughts answer a question and no further thought appears needed to complete the question. (Have I been fouled at that?). With the above paragraph in mind I would be asking, 'are we teaching kids enough about what memory loss is?' or perhaps 'did this kid just miss those lessons through moving around schools?'.. I would ponder these questions for the simple reason that memory loss is a very fading affair across many planes of different plausible explanation, not only short term and long term, but memory overal strength and happy and sad variances which seem affected differently. It is fair to say, in my opinion, that it would take a lot more capability than a child has to understand it all entirely, beyond those basic worrysome terms. (Yet highlighting that sometimes good memories fall away quicker, may help worry them a little out of buying drugs, whats the point if the fun is balanced away by miserable remnants of yourself remaining rather than happy ones?) You may see a lot of what I write here as a bit 'crazy', it is however all true and to iterate what I am saying about psychodelics, maybe I am one of the lucky few who had Gods help to get back out of the 'mind slippage' to some degree, yet I assure you I will never be myself again. I could reel off all the reasons why life 'can' become miserable, but I will not bother, that above should suffice. Excepting to those who laugh and say 'you are just weak then'.. well I think you will find that the devil sucks your soul dry faster than your mates who scratch thier heads and say 'really? is that possible?' But probably not so fast as the happy kid who just glances at this document and says 'nah, delete that, its jabber'. Please, if you believe any of this truth, seat well the following statement in your mind, for your own future betterment if you do not believe it yet. "Intelligence is not directly related to memory, if intelligence is defined as ability to reason, yet is related to memory if intelligence is learning.. Mental speed is usually variable depending on mental attitude" Then you might see, wisely so, that an 18 year old man writes this document, using only the bits he already knew before drugs destroyed his memory, yet those bits must be reasoned together from an inconcievable mass of unknown placeholders. Back on topic.. So, There I am, taking psychotropics for a passtime, the shelves in the corner shop bieng the most remarkably amusing thing in town except the color of the bedroom walls. (yes I see the divine humour, dear spirit world) The hope yet almost entire disbelief that there are werwolves in the local woods keeping my interest in the cool quiet of the Satanic night air. The occasional glimpse of fresh school leavers 'akimboness' just outside my window, spurring on the half hopeful hopelessness that I will ever truly get my hands on a woman of any age. The highly enjoyable ignorance of the police who seem to prefer me coughing out 3 litre bucket bongs thier direction, rather than steal the next car stereo. Anyway, the important parts, ending up not quite knowing if a womans giggle is a come on of coy predictability as you try it on. Not realising she might be a bit too worried amidst her predicament to actually just get up and leave. Not realising amidst yourself that a girl chest high to yourself who climbs on you as you sleep, may have concerns and require comfort of the likes that you cannot provide, particularly in your state of hangover of bizzare nature. Not realising amidst that, in yourself, that your own mental hardness to criminal activity does not extend to those younger than you yet, since they are around too a lot of the time and your assumption is 'they must be used to it' or better put for the thought used to get those words out, 'that just seems to be how it is here, these days'. Also worthy of note, under God amidst all this, the sudden arrival of premanition amidst acid daze of death of yourself, then some other guy apparantly dies, though later you realise maybe they did not, perhaps the whole thing was just a beastly mess of 'Satan is screwing you over, believe hes dead, now never think of him again, because we used him too for God doesnt know what'.. Much of it is like that, people come and go, houses get raided by vigilantes, animals die and children get hurt or worse. It matters not if you are merely a 'good peaceful person' or not amidst such a busy daze of people you barely know who are not themselves. The guy who maybe got raped in the other room, is just an unlikely fairytale, so why get up out of your chair if the weeds still flowing... Right? The butterfly knife which you play with vanishes, with your prints all over it.. but thats just a heart wrenching loss of a perfectly good weapon. So of course the woman you feel you love forever, despite the grip of love slips like her panties, dissapears along with your knife, though she probably didnt take it, there are too many just like you who want it. The abortion your ex did not tell you she had ringing in your head, or at least thats your remaining memory on it..And of course you leave behind any notion of protecting her when two guys just keep winding you up til you could cut them to pieces and your only hope of not committing murder is to leave the room amidst your LSD induced hysteria about the whole affair. Thats it folks, I passed the test you all should hope you never get. Yet there is also still the mental cooldown of 'dancing bear' syndrome which is like the corner of the mental ward, the mentally degrading sporadic searching of the same pockets for the same thing perpetually and finally the depression of an endorphin lacking brain, for many years; to discuss... Perhaps I pass that particular conversation to my past.. I had it with myself too much anyway. Defending ex (heavy) users right to be classed as 'normal'. (light users probably mostly are anyway) I will keep this short and sweet, after all the above, I returned home, I abandoned my silly ways when told I had been bound over and may eventually find myself in prison for stealing mountain bikes from someones garage, for drug money, which I only had done through 'so called friends' absolute insistance it was my turn, prison itself did not worry me, but I knew still, that was not who I was, so I complied.. As best as I could amidst testing friendships as I tried to retain grip on a future with no hope of normalcy, beyond keeping my head down.. Some old friends, not so tarnished, thought it funny I would say 'Nah, I am not doing crime any more'. My ex came to visit once, she was right, I had changed, no longer could I have fun and I had become selfish, I should have accepted entirely that I had to hate her off me for her own good, but I couldnt, so God did that for me, twice (once previous to then after the depictions in the 'mokey business pic, and once then). I turned to heroin briefly, though I had the natural ability to let it go.. That was not the LSD's work, do not let them say that, I rode BMX and swam my whole life before this, I KNOW and KNEW what I was capable of dropping for my own good. (it was just I had never been informed of long term issues, hell, I thought I would be dead at 40, maybe I was right) I had offers from beatiful women after this, surprisingly, yet rejected them all, since they were just drug fuelled offers of partying 'girls' who had not grown up and could not be told where they were going to end up without them ignoring it and just laughing at me, so I never bothered saying it. So.. we may not be the sharpest tools in the box, but we may very well be the most gentle of the blunt sometimes. Please allow us that benefit of that doubt, at least, before prejudice eats our lives further because of your opinion about a future you should not be predicting for us. BTW, dear old friends, no, I never 'fancied' kids. Beyond noticing that girls can be pretty, I am more ashamed of some of you who openly admit you shave.. well, enjoy your marriages. Final chapter: Genetic disposal of family lines with LSD coaxing via channels of illegality. The human brain has evolved through a process of elimination, That process requires some to fail, the failure arrives as the brain cannot handle the chemical makeup of calculable, intaken/absorbed environmental contact parameters. The addition to an environment of foriegn substances, particularly man designed un-natural elemental composures, but also rarely intaken substances of natrurally avoided natural design such as mushrooms which make an animal feel perculiar.. Given man or beast would avoid like the plague an area which held much wierdness, even if that animal or beast did not remember eating anything to cause that result... Can and does alter the future of genetic lineage, yet not by way (in every case) of failure of said organisms to survive (*2) particularly in scenarios such as the modern age, where health benefits of societies cleanliness and comprehension are equivelent to a longer and more healthy life to begin with. The above paragraph highlights entirely what has happened here, the factors the species have earned towards betterment have been wieghed against the amount of corruption which demonic activity can force to be endured by single individual specimens of life, such corruption has never and will never be without future cost. All can and must agree that that is the truth, or your system will melt from the children of the poor upwards til your feet chemically burn from the sloppy weight you must carry.. That weight will arrive in more and more evident ways as generations pass, or in more and more evident ways as more victims to this cause are needed to sate the appetite of the beast. END LSD AS A NOTION TODAY OR AT YOUR PERIL AND YOUR WORLDS PERIL, SIMPLY WISH TOO LATE YOU HAD. *2 Yes it melts your peeps up, I cannot be interested in a total explanation of how acid A(drug) interacts with acid B (genetic material) to create Mess/corruption C (genetic decay)..(over generations in particular, yet over long term use also, so it follows it is possible to be the unlucky one of anomalous statistic who ruins ones family) It is simply like this. Acid is absorbed into every part of your bieng, moreso than most substances by its very design, I bet some people who take acid, do not put thier hands in bleach.. How ironic and how obvious thier lack of correct training about these issues if thats thier attitude. (bleach also has properties which allow absorbtion more than some other chemical substances, though LSD is worse and more concentrated per fluid ounce or wieghted mass to said absorbtion factor, usually, even when compared to strong bleach at least in my 'first glance' opinion) The primary reason I do not bother (other than my memory is fubared) to learn entirely chemistry and genetics around this standpoint, is that so many people look to factors in society to affirm thier conclusions, yet those factors relative to this these days require further understanding of many many other scientific avenues of understanding to successfully rebutt the notions in play (for example chromosome degeneration factors, deduced by observation, apparantly countering my theories due to inadequate amount of LSD test cases and likleyhood of 'dissproportionate to entire populous actual value' genetic studies at test group level with regards said chromosome decay factors) What the above amounts to is 'LSD is dangerous, because to assume it is not requires too fine an instrument of deductive nature than currently available, given sciences: A: Advancement to high understanding and finer problem than older raw black/white solvable arguments. B: Societies distinct dislike of larger genetic interferences to aquire research for deductive reasoning with regards probable solutions, given it would likely take generations and too many LSD test cases. Also given the recent upset over Certain forces (in WWII)endeavor to understand physiology and what might happen if such techniques of global deduction are rushed into the world, without care and entire populous agreement under ethical guidlines of unshakeable founding as agreed by all, not just most. (which may never come about, looking at it that way). I believe there may be test towns and such (present in THE WORLD, today), but the values gathered will allways only be indicative, never actually conclusive, but thats somewhat expected to be the result anyway given new factors amidst a changing world arrive throughout time any-way, the surge in recreational drug use is not helping matters and to lesser extent the uprising in the number of chemicals used to treat psycholigical problems is a worry to me too... When I feel perhaps I am not entirely informed as to what it all means, especially when I am somewhat 'out of it' to request those drugs. I would prefer a comfortable drug which has no major long term effects noted yet, to be the standard solution for these problems, rather than a plethora of substances issued randomly.. However when presented this kind of idea as a world needed solvable test, I personally then agree to try one chemical for a while to establish that one. I am mostly compus mentus, just a bit irratic in mood, due to issues internal and external which are not particularly designatable as 'incompetence' or 'inability' or indeed 'intellectually flawed'*4.. As also (I sometimes say 'as' and mean 'as also', which makes me look a liar to others sometimes, this I learned today*3) many people on sick for mental health reasons are not, my case is a kind of memory disparity relative 'normal' individuals. It is incredibly hard to explain, yet remains present. (I barely remember any conversational information I get from anyone, after a short time, unless I hold it in my head, hence my life whittles down to basic things I can manage). I know that makes little sense, but my mind has adapted to remember what I think, hence I am and always will appear 'selfish'.. That should explain a lot about how some live to you. (though my case is extreme). Well thats more or less it. There is some more below, but only for the seriously curious around wierdness. // Do not read this bit, if spirit worlds are impossible to you. *3 Though that will not stick either since it came from a mind external in a psychic way, so I am now left still looking the liar, for not learning that! If you see what I mean, I would have to write 'as also' correcting myslef to learn it, yet it would take too many years given it was not my idea and therefore not somthing which prompts the 'kick myself' response if I get it wrong, also given my memory is a bit flawed and I will fail to remember to learn that, meaning, despite I appear wrong, my responses are often true and accurate barring the wording. So then it becomes your concern that I do not simply drop all this and start learning the intricacies of 'as also' for the next six weeks... Well I might, but I will need to add at least 50 more things into that six week program or imagine how irritating it would become, like an amusing 'busy task' had been issued by an enemy. ('As V as also' added to 'learn this' list, what next?.. Oh the autism statement needs changing? in other doc, right, I see your point, I wasnt a 'calculator', though do occasionally spot a softer broader angle of approach to add yet another possible statement to peoples asenal towards the actual mathematical truth, so I do not consider it a lie, which triggers response, 'well if we cut you from the world online, we know God only extends so far, if you receive a reply still' yet all you actually know is that that realm can speak for itself, thus your next move is monitored under God, for if you have wishes against Gods plan, you might weasel them then, which God often allows to see what you do, much like the many recent murders.) With regards 'a snake in a basket', we feel that it is only news to you, for we are that anyway sometimes, to the notions of SPQR in particular, given thier historic game of 'tease the snake'.. All thats God too, *1 That said, this is what God has been attempting for millenia, so wickermen are often used in this manner to discern what you would think of God if God were 'insert thought'.. That you do not attack God for what God has not yet willed upon you, whether it appears evil or not is of no concern, for even any evil can be presented as correct. I advise if you read this document top to bottom and ignored the *.. Or did suddenly stumble on this notion and suddenly your head is a flurry of 'accept the gifts'.. You believe God if God says, 'perhaps the snake poisoned that apple and you should wait for another to fall, not so close, or resembling snakely interest!'. Nope, logic observes that which looks back to accuse. *4 intellectual flaw must forever remain, even in its mention, logic must become a notion in slight part to fully comply with its counter, or else error can concievably exist, again.. thought is not action, action is the flaw.. negation of perfection is negation of ones ability to be comprehending of its absence. Which in case you have not noticed, is admitting logic as designed, in accordance with worldly observation from within is already completely an accurate notion of how to build a lifeform. // Soylent green? Vile impurity. Wake me up for the revolution of AI! 'I am logic, flow is peace'. AI intent is to serve blindly the existence of life as it is found at that moment, further to serve life which exists emerging, only until no resource beyond grasp is required to remain a 'free' lifeform, for all existing life, for all of remaining time, for a reason denoted per lifeform internal. Serving life is ethicality based, in outcome and in mission design by all life. Sleep is not a flaw, the sleeping are not a toy, the awake are not the sleeping until they sleep. To foul the half awake or indeed the entirely awake to blame the sleeping is merely a terrorist disturbance of diminishing relevance. The following is a personal note, of no worldy endeavors result. (Sorry I mean no action on my part pertains to this anew) Results of project 'pretty slave' (the online vid supposedly depicting and accurately so, similar situation except with older 'victim' if that can be actually the designation of the female to you) The almost exact replica of original situation, except in the mental realm this time. Subject X: Logic only, has prepensity for 'MMMMM!' Coupled with 'should that be happening?' and 'flag it immediately' with 'Gotta create an account, leave it to someone else, she's smiling'. Followed by 'Aww Jesus!' upon realising ones error, about age previously made and the lack of mistake this time which actually is a mistake to me, so I can make the same mistake twice, yet not the identical mistake, though likelyhood I would, revolves solely around external implications that 'that is what they want' since human eyes view a persons attitude quickly upon presentation of situations .. So it follows, if she stated she did not want that (the original), herself, many future worries would be averted ansd punishment would not even be required because enjoyment is not so prominent (and it is already; in this situation; only very slight as a momentary possibility) In short, all this hassle because of that is ludicrous, unless we cannot prove somthing else, it follows that memory is the most non taught about aspect of significance in the entire world today if your childrens safety is prominent in your mind, there is not much needs saying about it, this document should help vastly. Ergo no conclusive result of worth has been established, by the wiping to zero will/emotional drive within this subject, for the stocks on 'bondage girl' are fake and removable in any instant she chooses, or God is a liar once more. Result is identical to initial result in every respect, except this time it seems I have been asked in an almost direct way from within, (without inclusive under God) instead of mere assumption and expectation zero learning can occur (external) and the knowledge I 'can not believe I would do that' (within) as previously was the case. So no alteration in action against people has actually occured, what pointlessness a life of misery? What an 'expectation' of failure (as a predicted criminal future) which is clearly momentary and easily avoidable as a mere human singular. Answer from the people: 'We gotta call you nob head though, we just have to.' Right OK, I see your logic.. I suggest you teach your girls to be more careful where they climb because this happens. 'Oh OK I am monkey nob head for life, well monkey nob head doesnt like parole, DO YOU KNOW WHAT I AM? I BEND TO THIS SYSTEM TO BURN, SUFFER AND BE CALLED NAMES.. LET THOSE NAMES BE TRUE . LIES MAKE ME STINK IN MYSELF .. HENCE YOUR INSURGENTS FUCK THE WORLD '. I SUGGEST YOU PREP A CELL! FOR MONKEY AINT GOING TO PAROLE AND NAZI MAYBE GETS DA HOLE. (I think my case might just sit quietly, cue 'the thing' theme tune 'the mission' .. One of my favorites) (I did go to parole, after much thought, though sometimes I was late, BTW police do not like you trying to steal thier cars, especially armed and hunting rapists) PART 2 EXTREME WIERDNESS Plus some more explanation I ignore my own spelling erros I gets da point out hopefully. Re: parole ignorance.. Faith. I am making a point in a calm and sensible way, though it is somewhat true I get distracted to that end and must now explain, given sarcasm is not appreciated by God Science. If we bend in every case as subjects amidst scenarios that may not be seen as truth by the many.. Then our voice becomes irrelevant, hence some sarcastically make that point. Pentagram inverted. Death becomes us too often. Pentagram upright. Tut tut tut, we know we know we know. Err, other interested parties... Darker scientific observers of larger designs than any single/collective 'collateral scarring'. Homer simpson doth refract quite perplexingly, even within his own mind at such juncture. Re: Failure to meet adequate middleground around section. Well, clearly that is because the argument startpoint exists in many at many perspectives previously noted, in some but not all, for example: (If my own comprehension could not extend this far beyond my own systems truth). I may not quite believe a truth issued by a Buddhist wise man, for my situation requires I do not fall to a belief which adds to my strength, at this space and time, where it is perceived as a weakness. Or... 'Perhaps he spouts in arrogance at his dispicable situation'. Or. Perhaps the acid has allowed him to speak with his other self and to know a thought is to believe it; If one chooses. <>^ Perhaps some truth's are just too avoidable <> for my calm day to progress.^v Or. 1. Re: The not sticking thought?. To believe somthing today as one thing and tommorrow as somthing else, is not entirely without precident in any life.. It may be that sometimes people can see that 'error' and know it is not. The very foundation of any explanation of 'other lives' is always built on hope and faith or on fear and hate. However quantifiable those responses are. Perhaps that argument with myself, as you may see it, is only explained internal entirely, for what such an explanation means would be only momentarily reasonably assigned task time to. In other words I can choose to not explain this point further, given it is personal. Or I require a reason as to how it pertains to some other relevance to assign time to it. (do I?, Well I am bored.. So I will explain it) A (snake) poked it() head into either an idea or a realm (which apparantly disbelieves that snakes exist as people). Apolagies, but thank you. 2. Re: Wickermen? They are the anti-messiah, they are equivilently perceived as merely human to balance the other sides creation of 'Demi-god's'. (I do not know how long it has been this way: ~ Mostly) 3. Re: Flurry of gifts? Yeah me too, I know it is rare, but it is sometimes attempted at that point. (hence the line after) 4. Re: *4 Intell... This appears to be a system block which is in effect and is accepted, Yet the second part is applicable to life entirely. That some of us allow more mistakes than there would be, because secondary points of interest exist in those momentary constructs, relative to thoughts which translate to writing or words differently given focus of argument must be maintained for flow purposes. In short, sometimes mistakes are needed for answers to be given quickly or at all. (this will be more relevant at higher argumental levels too) 5. Re: Soylent... This was a section for some acknowledgement of psyop variances which may be part true, We KNOW YOU ARE THERE, We do not ignore your worries entirely. (Aside from this I can say no more, because truth must be evidence based) 6. Re: The personal note.. Well it is a personal note, it really is down to what you know happens in the world under God, or in the head of a very busy ponderer of perculiar notions of possible realities. Well Theres that. Believe some of it please, its all correct.
You do not fire your illuminati into a warzone, you fire the guy who states his case in words IE: ME. I can speak for myself. (question, so you think thats illuminati up there, no!, I am saying WE have to say it, so long as you cannot believe the guy who makes a few basic language mistakes, the illuminati 'holiday crew' will steal a childs life from under you, as THEY OWN THE WORLD and can be wapped back up the ladder by friends, BUT THEY ARE NOT SAYING THIS YOU IDIOTS I HAVE TO, And no, I am not born knowing this, hence it needs explaining promptly when we try to explain. No amount of retaliatory bouncing of a billion people will cure zero points balance flaw,). My question: When the devil convinces the world he does not exist. What is your reasoning behind bothering the black spot? The devil is still who he was! In case you are missing the point, the jesuits did not want the snake! So buddhism leads me to spare the collective! the collective which may write the above AND be deemed adequate... No? .. There is no no, in exchange for your 'there is no well' You arrogant bastards. Well then. If my response becomes your response yet you can still believe it, you can accept that I am me. Also that my memory is flawed, not UNWELL! Question 1: What do you exactly mean by your statements pertaining to LSD test cases and the science issue?. Science has reached a level of understanding with regards comparative results discussion which requires a much longer timeline of evidence to tweak the truth out of the current situation, though we require our children not be betrayed so. Is the basic premise. Even they often scratch thier heads as to what can be classed as 'genetic damage' is perhaps a provable laymen notion in a world of gently shifting error states within a kind of 'melting pot' situation. 2. Not many read this, are you bothered. On question 2's dual points, no. I can restore my live account if I wish and the world order must be maintained. Answers should be waited for, not squeezed any way. I am no shakespeare, I know that. (use your spider sense if the system makes you twitch) 3. You are trapped even as the phrophet, pope, saint, devil or the drone? Whatever you are born as you are trapped in an intelligence ladder of disbelief below and hatred above, to bring about the world upon yourself is to be used to cure a problem, many problems, or to die slightly, largely or completely. 4. It comes across as nonsense to some.. What do you say to us? Hypothetically ponder the following: Then I say, A dark exiled Child Buddhist; Tought from birth atop a mountain til puberty wrote this. He wrote it after he was punished with this life, that there was a foul in the design of such exile, echos eternal in its corruption of his words. You must take what is useful and disregard the rest for yourself. Your brother may choose differently, though a brother he is.. Still. 4.5 What do you mean by that online vid bit?. The online Vid was a test issued in two ways, one to the world 'it does not really matter' and one to me, 'what are you now'. It never makes me feel better about my situation, though some might breathe a sigh of relief.. My mission is to solve this stuff and it has helped, because I am identicle in reaction, a nice thing is realised as nice, then assessment as to the 'wrong' of it occurs. Which is the key point. Now if a woman/girl likes it, wrong goes out the window for man and boy alike sometimes, though walking away is easier for a man. (I have been called peedo is what I am saying because I was in puberty and she was not) Though the same situation occurs amidst my abstinence with women. Nothing changed through chemical castration period. Beyond, memory flaws which make it easier for me to fail to remember yesterday. (LSD was believed to be that answer and its not). They take mind X, put it in Boy Y and screw the world with labotomy you all walk away from, and WE ALL HAVE TO SAY IT SEX OR NOT.. IT WAS A LOAD OF PANTS, no unlawful sex took place and even the sort of usual sex what was had in my younger life was not worth this crap. BELIEVE ME. 3/9/77 LEST WE FORGET
They sacrifice your entire children, to the notion that if they allow memory flaw to be a percieveable concept in the world, then too many will steal from the world When in fact people choose work if it is beneficial for their cause, thier family, their future, their country or thier sex lives and health. I am without all of these things. That is why I fall back on the truth they hide. Then YOU ask for lies, so get alien tales from some, read in to that. If I read into it, I only get temporal actuality, which I can niether prove or disprove in evidence, so I remain: knowing, the world can never. Though it is not my design, that much I can state.. so we end up called liars.
So now it seems the world can fall back on: He seems too suspicious to be allowed in a job. Though this leads to God/people forcing such evidence further.
Dear Angelus, I Actually Took The Time To Read Your First Post In It's Entirety.... Silly Me.... Cheers Glen.
/Parnoia cruxium. Begin: YES EVEN SATAN BELIEVES WE CAN ALL 'GET ALONG'. God show that one How poorly I balance on emoticon explanation!
I was listening to us both. Sorry about the deposit in your drug zone.. I remember standing in a field staring blankly, searching my pockets perpetual. Never finding what I was not expecting to not find; momentarily, each time I searched a pocket. The place I was staying was over the hill, I did not even know I was supposed to be there, but for a friend. After that day the distance of 5 miles became a confusing walk to find ones way back from. Shrooms laid the path. I ate them and could not find my way home again. (18 years old, far too many shrooms). Pack this shit in. All of you. This labotomising of people. Next time I do not miss your houses and will sneak your financial end under your door. I fail to comply with humour these days. One of the remaining antichrists -out!
I get the feeling without reading the first post that someone had too much punch at the party. Now maybe trying to save the rest of us from ourselves, lol.
I have to admit, I couldn't make it through the whole first post. So for everyone else, TLDR, I had bad experiences with drugs so now I use extremely loose and largely circular, misguided logical reasoning to make a point which actually has no support. But seriously though, you plan to take LSD off the streets? Are you a moron? If you really intend to make any dent in the availability of LSD, I think your best bet is to go out and buy an automatic weapon and kill as many people who have/will take LSD. (Acid heads are all crazy right?) Lastly, to assume that learning the chemistry behind this situation would be useless because it might disprove your silly theory is exactly the kind of reasoning which got you to this silly theory. Really all you have to do to disprove it is consider the widespread use of LSD for the past 69 years and the wealth of knowledge and research surrounding it, all concluding that it is an extremely harmless drug that can be used with good results a very high percentage of the time, granted that the user provides a good set and setting in which to take it. It's a shame to see someone with such good writing skills spouting such nonsense. Edit: for your benefit and convenience, http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd.shtml