This feels pointless.

I have anxiety disorder depression, physical pain (chronic back and knee problems, and currently a sprained ankle), i used to believe weed was the answer. I gotta tell you man weed is for getting high, and can help relieve stress. do you have diagnosed ptsd and anxiety? I'm guessing not. If you have bad anxiety get on meds man. A good first choice is citalopram,(ssri, also has anti-anxiety effects) no abuse potential, low side effects (start at 5 or 10 mg and work up to twenty. If your actually against pharmaceuticals theres loads of herbal medicine for anxiety that works much better than nothing at all. You just gotta help yourself man. I recomend taking a break from weed and getting your life in order, the weed helping is very much mental though, a toke after supper/ while winding down at night can be benefitial to reflect on the day. But lots of people have problems man, i also have no job, i have a hugely important interview for a labour job comming up and I can't walk. I recomend you stop feeling bad yourself, and quit over relying on street drugs(weed) to take away the emotional pain. Hit me up with questions and i'll explain more. But man I'm in and incredibly similar situation and i recomend seeing a doctor of some sort (psychologist is your best bet).

 

To a certain extent, yeah... Dependent on how much you have to live with them though. Alienating everybody in your life may not be the best plan either, everything in moderation.

In the end you have to be yourself, trying to be what other people think you should be is a nightmare of epic proportion... :2thumbsup:

 

hey it's all a big black hole of suck in the long run. I would advise against thinking & dwelling about the future too often. Forget that there's even going to be a tomorrow, you can't control it, can't see it and half the time trying to prepare for it doesn't work at all. It's more than enough to make people lose all hope.

Maybe just focus on this very moment. Fuck later. What do you want to do right now? what would make you feel good right in this moment? Whatever it is, it's probably the most important thing that can or should happen.

Just my crazy 2 cents, it sometimes helps when I'm feeling so crappily lost, maybe it'll help you

 

Well at the moment I am a bit drunk but now I want beer and cigarettes so I am probably going to go get some...drink the fuck out of a 6 pack and smoke the fuck out of at least half the cigarettes. Today sucked so fuck it......why not have a good time who knows when the next time will be.

 

:2thumbsup: see there's the spirit!:daisy: